The Beautitutes

My best-friend told me, I probably will look different this summer or I'm maturer than before (maybe that's what she meant). I told her I'm only getting older and wishing I'm wiser. The past days, I spent my midnight reading my bible, a wow level-up. I enjoy every scripture I read, it does open new perspective. Indeed, that's the greatest book on earth. 

How is college? I would love to say, its doing great. It does, well it's just that the great things sometimes only achieved after we face mountain of problems. I'm facing it right now. I don't want to see college as burden in life, I believe this is part of learning, part of life. Well, I do keep myself  on positive perspective. And grateful for every bit of dilemma, problems, steps am facing right now.

Love and Friendship. I am so grateful having Mariana and Riris, my high-school bestfriends. Tasya, my forever mate from middle school. I learn things about friendship here, rather I'm grateful for these Women of God. My mates, my best-friends, they do keep me in balance. And most of it, they support me in everything I do, they tell me when they don't like about something, we share same vision. 

I found myself in funny way where I always considered people every time I made "Yes" decision instead they do find my decision oppose their wants or what suppose to happen. I just don't get, am I in a wrong way? Your good is NOT good enough. Learn more, Do good things not because of people but for Him. 

At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.  But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, He saved us,not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. Titus 3-5a

I don't find myself very religious, I do think I'm a bitch sometimes but I long to learn How he loves us so I can learn to love others the way he does. So sound religious, but I'm telling you, when you realize about love is the greatest of all things, you will know the real means of freedom in life.

Once I pray the lyrics of Hosanna, it says, show me how to love like You have loved, breaks my heart from what breaks Yours. It does break a heart when hatred bigger than love.

Love is louder than pressure to be perfect. Especially His Love.

With love,

Rence.

And yes! Couple pics of mine today needed to be post too! Thanks to Ram and Roshita for make up and Hair do! Super love!

 Last thing! I was searching MotherTukker in India on google last February 28 instead I found my pics on search engine. So funny and brought highest happiness on my birthday. More interesting, Max Cantellow replied my tweets two times and one fave (so detail!) So favorite MotherTukker!

I Kissed Dating Goodbye

Yes! I am reading Joshua Harris' book. I have read 'Stop Dating the Church', now currently reading this amazing 'I kissed Dating Goodbye'. I'm not trying to do book review but somehow i feel my eyes are opened for something new, something better in store.

Joshua said in his book, What is the aim of relationship? Are you sure that you're going to marry the girl or the guy? or your relationship is aimless or aim to-an-end?

I feel so heartache lately, I feel like I have given false hope and stupidly I believed that. I'm having crush for a very long term is crazy, i mean we're not even in any serious relationship, not even talk but i feel weird, amazing heartache.

I just got home from Immigration, Manila, with Byron. I read the book, not yet done but almost done. I tried to understand the stories, tried to relate with people around me and most of it, I tried to relate on my aim of having a relationship. 

And i go back to my reason why i want to have a boyfriend......because I feel alone somehow i can help myself from the loneliness but still i want, thats my heart desire....but not from God's perspective. I try not to being too religious. But i believe He got something awesome in store.

Honestly after i read the book, I understand that, my relationship isn't only going to church every week (I am longing for this) but We need to, have to serve our Lord together. I don't want the 'demand of relationship' makes our weekend waste in mall, shopping, eating, movie-ing (Although i want all this things) but I try to see in God's perspective. He has given the BEST out of the best...Why don't we give our best too?

Keeping the healthy (body, mind, spiritually, soul) relationship with God's lead. That's all i want to pray, but for the mean time, I thank Jesus for the blessings, for school, for good friends, and let me just enjoy this before someone in store is coming out! 

I salute Joshua Harris for writing amazing amazing book, which has opened another perspective in my life. And for Stop Dating the Church, i start to open and to see where i really can give my heart unto. 

Cheers,

Sharon.

Gallery Girl - Short Story

Hi!!! I'm kinda excited for my short story, I think this is very typical love story but I just love it (maybe because i made it!). I submitted this story days ago, Got 85...pretty well for 2hours making of this :))
Anyway i made this based on my fantasy, imagination and inspired by some pictures and story, so if there's any similarities in any drama/movie/short-film/story, I am deeply apologize and i dont have any intention to plagiarized. Cheers!

GALLERY GIRL

“I’m leaving, aren’t you coming with me?” Gerald turned his head but his soul is certainly ready for jet plane.

It is certainly a too long day for both of them, conversation has done but answer is floating. The two are leaving for different direction in a different time, definitely not for good but for a pretty long time. Consideration to stay is still in mind to wait for the other-half. “But how about my future, I have my bright future too”, asked Karen in her heart.

Gerald and Karen has been good friend for years, good friend stage leveled up into some romantic friends. Being ambitious towards future, imagining themselves as a professional, working with each other, that is all what they have dreamed of. But everything turned upside down after college. Gerald decided to take his step to City of Manchester then Karen has decided to pursue her dream to Washington as a gallery girl.

(Flashback)

“Karen?” asked Gerald in their bbm voice chat.

It’s been a week since their last meeting. Blackberry is the only way to get each other. Both are busy but they try at least to send hello every day.

“Yes, Gerald, we should meet up, there are some things I need to ask” tell Karen to Gerald. “Then see you in Café around 1pm” replied Gerald.

Gerald have arrived minutes before 1 in the afternoon, He has ordered what they always order.

“Hi G! What’s up? Have u waited for long time?” said Karen while pulling her chair.

“I’ve been good as always, been busy with some papers….How’s your preparation? Ready for Washington?” response Gerald.

All conversation seemed like they are backing for each other but on other side both are asking what exactly are they doing.

“All are good, just there are some papers I have to do in embassy” said Karen.

“When are you leaving me anyway?” Joke Karen right before Gerald’s words.

“Hahaha, what are you talking about? I’m leaving next Saturday” answered Gerald, “We should have a date, right? SeaWorld would be great” He asked her out.

“Friday will do, right? I have things to do until Thursday, and I might be home late” told Karen to Gerald.

“Sure, I can pick up if you want, like my last ride for you” silly joke threw to Karen by Gerald.

And suddenly the café play their favorite song Sara Bareilles’ Love song. Karen smiled and Gerald tried to hold his laughs. As a fan-girl Karen knew the story behind the song, not a love song but a rebel song.

“U know that I’m not going to write love letter for you, right?” Joke Karen.

“You silly, let’s go now, I have somewhere to go” asked Gerald. They parted in parking car, “See you Friday” told each other.

Friday, is now the day. He’s leaving tomorrow but we have one day left.

“Pretty Morning to you, Ren!” said Gerald, “Who’s prettier? Me or the Morning?” asked Karen with her silly question”.

SeaWorld is one of their favorite place, the two loves Photography and seafood. Back then Gerald was almost a professional diver.

They have arrived in the main aquarium, not their favorite place but cool enough to see some divers’ giving food for the fishes. And to take pictures.

They walked around seeing fishes, enjoying under water scenery.

Antasena Hall is their favorite spot in SeaWorld, an underwater hall with travelator and see-through glass along the hall.

“So, are we good?” asked Gerald.

“Yes, are we sick?” joked back Karen.

“Karen, do you know that there are so many galleries in London even in Manchester” Gerald tried to convince her again.

They both applied for UK and USA visa together, both received the two visas but they got different job offer.

Karen just smiled without saying a word.

Awkwardness bombed the situation, no words to say, things have been discussed but no one satisfied with the result.  They smiled at the fishes, No…they laughed off the dreams.

“We still can meet, I’m sure for that, I can visit you and you can visit me, right? We’re still we” the last words were the unsure things Karen have said.

Time clocked to 4 in the afternoon, time flied with unsure things.

They are about to leave Antasena Hall.

For the last time Gerald asked “I’m really leaving tomorrow, aren’t you coming with me?”

Karen answered him, “I’m leaving too but I’ll come over your place”

-END-

Debora Sheiren Monica                                                                             6/25/2013

COMO5A/TECWED                                                                                   Ms. Joana Manio

Well if my friends read this, they def will laugh at me. Anyway, I love Karen, she's gonna be a cool gallery girl! :P And sharon, You'll be a cool PR girl! ;)

I feel you........on my back!

Hello reader(s)! I am back, writing something silly from Jakarta. I am on semester break, so I went back home last October 19th.
Get to the point!
Jadi tadi malem gue mimpi!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! Kipli, I feel you...hahaha.
I dreamed something weird, no its not weird. That was sweet because I feel you on my back. But, WHY KENAPA BAKIT? Why BIKINI?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!

*back hug* Why is she wearing tee when she can wear bikini?.....*giggled*.........*smiled*.........*i felt it in my back* *I saw the smile in front of my face* *that person giggled again*-- Then I woke up!

WHY? WHY BIKINI? WHY GIGGLED? why don't you answered?............This time it is not Jeremy Lin. Because we talked in Bahasa (but the bikini thing, that was in english)! It must be KIPLI hahahaha!!! Hello DC?!.... I severely went nuts as soon as I got up, I smiled, I played Demi Lovato's love songs, I smile til I got bored (Now I feel bored).

mungkin gue kebanyakan menguntit akun online orang-orang.
I have once dreamed Jeremy Lin or who-ever-it-was (but that was sweet too) held my hands. That was the same thing, i went crazy. The day turned to be so good, I met good people in campus, i got good grade on that day. this is weird, isn't it?
But I REALLY FEEL YOU ON MY BACK! thanks to Adam for the back hugged (like 3 years ago) U HAVE TURNED ME INTO BACK HUG FAN!!......because back-hug is so sweet.

I went to church (like every-day-at-church) with my mommy, so I heard the pastors' keep preaching about "BELIEVE", I believe someone who always on my mind, my dream, who's even in my future plan (HAHAHA heavy topic) will come real soon. Because I am going to graduate in two years, Milan in three and half years, and this guy also soon. I believe God knows the best.

So, future-partner-in-crime-future-lover-BandAid-Teddy-Bear-future-assistant-future-boss-future-driver-future-manfriend.............I will see you real soon! I am not in hurry but maybe we can be friend first.

(THIS IS CRAZY, I AM TALKING TO MY SELF) but do u know people talk to their own self more than to the other?

love, future lover. A believer.

(The first duty of love is to believe)

Komunikasi

Komunikasi.

Komunikasi adalah salah satu aspek penting dalam kehidupan, karena dengan komunikasi satu sama lain baru bisa nyambung. Semua orang dari kecil sampe tua berkomunikasi, tapi pertanyaan Apakah kamu berkomunikasi dengan baik? Banyak lah orang yang merasa kalo udah nih saya udah berkomunikas dengan baik tapi pada kenyataan engga, dia gak berkomunikasi dengan baik.

Banyak hal yang mempengaruh komunikas menurut pandangan saya. Mungkin karna saya kuliah jurusan komunikasi saya banyak berpikiran tentang cara komunikasi dilingkungan sekitar saya termasuk keluarga saya. Banyak hal-hal yang sebenarnya merusak komunikasi didalam komunitas. Perbedaan bahasa disini karena saya tinggal di Philippines saya tidak mengerti bahasa tagalog, but I'm trying to understand.

Hal-hal yang mempengaruhi komunikasi (menurut pandangan saya ya) :

• Pada saat anak baru lahir pertama kali diajarin cara berbicara, berkomunikasi. Menurut saya masa-masa ini sangat-sangat berpengaruh. Ada keluarga yang menggunakan bahasa yang formal 'Aku, kamu' ada juga keluarga yang menggunakan slang language 'gue, elo'. Ini benar-benar berpengaruh dalam kehidupan orang tersebut apalagi disaat anak nya tumbuh dewasa.
• Intonasi pada saat berbicara. Banyak pembicaraan yang rusak cuman karena Intonasi yang salah. Kata-kata nya benar tapi cara pelontarannnya yang salah. Karena itu disaat kita sedang berbicara kita harus mengenali suasana dalam perbincangan tersebut.
• Cara bicara antara satu sama lain. Seperti yang ada dikeluarga saya, kami biasa untuk berbicara 'gue, elo' tapi kami juga memakai nama seperti 'Ma, kemaren eren......' tapi pada saat pembicaraan dengan kakak-kakak saya ada hal yang 'Lack of our Communication' dan menyebabkan kekesalan. Mungkin karena kami biasa berbicara dengan intonasi yang tinggi dan sebenarnya saya sama sekali tidak cocok dengan cara berbicara yang seperti ini. Untuk tipe orang yang seperti saya 'cengeng' mendengar orang yang berbicara keras benar-benar menyakitkan hati. Saya bisa nangis kejer-kejer cuman karna kata-kata orang yang sedikit menyinggung hati saya padahal orang tersebut sama sekali gak bermaksud.

Pembicaraan diantara teman-teman.

Mengenai hal ini saya banyak berpikir pada saat masa-masa SMA. Kenapa dia marah sama saya? Memang nya saya ada salah sama dia? Tidak kok saya engga ngerasa berbuat salah.

Pikiran-pikiran yang nyangkut diotak saya waktu SMA. Sampe akhir nya saya ngaca bener-bener ngaca, OH OKE SELAMA INI SAYA SALAH BESAR. Saya ngomong semau-mau saya, saya gak peduli perasaan orang lain, saya begini saya begitu sampe pikiran yang paling jelek saya, yaudahlah gak usah punya temen gak apa. Tapi gak gitu, masa-masa SMA masa paling asik dan paling butuh komunikasi yang baik, karena terlalu banyak issue-issue yang nyampe dikuping kita dan kita sampein dengan intonasi yang salah dan penambahan kata-kata yang malahan jadi bumerang baru buat kita. Ada beberapa hal yang saya pikir-pikir harus kita jaga dalam komunikasi diantara teman (Especially High School Period):

- Sebelum ngomong dipikirin dulu.

Saya pikir jarang anak SMA jaman sekarang yang ngomong dipikir dulu. Semua nya ibarat nya 'nyablak', suka-suka mulut gue, mulut-mulut gue ini. Tapi TOH engga gitu juga, masih ada orang lain yang mendengarkan perkataan-perkataan anda. Jadi setiap orang harus punya saringan untuk mulut nya masing-masing.

- Ngomonglah dengan intonasi yang bener.

Banyakkan yang suka teriak-teriak tanpa sebab. Dikurangi sebaiknya.

-Ada hal dimana lebih baik diam.

Ini yang saya lakukan selama Desember-Januari-Februari lalu saya diem. Saya ngaca bener-bener dan saya mencoba untuk berubah. Dan sampe akhir nya ada temen saya yang ngomong 'Ren, kamu kenapa?','Gue rasa lo sedikit berubah jadi lebih baik'. That's good, isn't it? Setelah kita menyadari banyak hal yang bisa diambil dari masa-masa Diam.

- Gak perlu ikut campur gossip-gossip yang gak jelas.

Kalo tau ya cukup tau aja, gak perlu ikut nyebarin. Karna pasti ada aja orang yang punya pikiran yang jahat dan menambahkan bumbu-bumbu HOT dan ternyata nama lo ada didalam gossip baru itu.

- Jadilah pendengar yang baik.

That's what friends are for. Cukup jadi pendengar yang baik bukan penyebar yang baik.

That's all for today!!^^

Gue gak tau kenapa gue nulis ini disiang bolong Hahaha---"

Ada beberapa tweet gue yang mungkin bisa jadi motivasti buat temen-temen :

That's your biggest problem for having POOR MINDSET!!Huffft, Poor you =))

45 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

LAUGH LOUDLY FOR THEM FOR HAVING POOR MINDSET!!!

47 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

Bodoh banget nangis karna kata-kata orang yang menjatuhkan, KETAWAIN MEREKA~!

48 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

....Bear on ur mind, kalo udah maju 1000langkah, GAK ADA SATUPUN HAL YANG BISA BUAT MUNDUR 1LANGKAH~~~!

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shattsu SharonD

Disaat kita maju 1000langkah dan selama berjalan tiba-tiba kita merasa mundur selangkah itu sama aja kaya kembali ke 1000langkah awal....

BlessJuly-SharonD

July!

Hello it's July!!!Hello from the Philippines!!! This is the first time I'm writing without any tears from my face (since I'm in the phils). I've been busy with my school, so happy, and starting to enjoy my new life here....So, How are you guys doin???Yes!!Of course Good!HA HA HA.

Gue mau share-share tentang sebulan gue disini kaya gimana, tapi agak males ya ngetik nya...Jadi gue cerita soal yang bagus-bagus aja, seperti Sekolah, Rumah, Privilege as a foreigner, etcetera-etcetera.

-Rumah

Gue tinggal di apartment (sebenarnya Rumah) jadi disini dibilang nya apartment...Apartment gue ini ada dibelakang rumah Foreign Affair head, Mam Mhel. Apartment nya gak gede kecil iya, bathroom, small kitchen, dan bla bla bla (Gak ada isi nya). Gue punya tetangga nama nya Ate Cel, dia kuliah di System Plus juga tp dia course nya HRM...Disini ada 2anjing nama nya Princess & KimChu, Princess bacot+Ngeselin..KimChu anjing baik*--* Di main house/Mam Mhel's house isi nya banyak orang, jelas rumah nya gede...Suami nya Mam Mhel itu Afro, sumfeh gue kalo ngomong sama dia dugdagdugdag 'NGOMONG APA NGE-RAP?'...jadi gue pernah pulang sekolah jalan dari kanto ketemu dia dijalan, and suddenly he shouted 'YO!!!SYSTEMS PLUS' sumfahh jantung gue mau copot-__- dan krn gue kaget gue jawab aja pake toa 'YE ZIRR' hahaha...Ellay nya keluar.

-Sekolah

Nama sekolah gue SYSTEMS PLUS COLLEGE FOUNDATION, course AB COMMUNICATION (MassCom)...Ini sekolah enak, santai, selaw, tapi.......................susah untuk dijelaskan.

Gue jelasin Professor-professor gue :

*EnglishClass : Nama nya gatau, botak, bahasa inggris nya MANTAB!

*AlgebraClass : Nama nya gatau, kadang gue bingung kalo belajar aljabra....Ini pelajaran buat college tp kok dari bahan anak SMP-_-Good For me! Bad for them! Kadang gue bingung sama classmate gue yang katanya jago-jago(JAGO BACOT) tp kalo udah personal test langsung pada memble.....Anw, BIG THANKS TO IBU TIRATNA, EVELINA LARISA, DERA MAULIDA!<--Orang2 yang membantu gue banyak dalam matematika.

*LOGIC : nama nya MAM LOURDESS TANUDRA, ini guru setipe sama Pak Boyke suka ngomong sendiri....Dan entah kenapa gue jg jadi sering ngomong sendiri semenjak pindah kesini, Jadi gue ngerti perasaan Mam Tanudra saat diomongin oleh murid-murid kurangajar.

*Filipino : GATAU GAKPEDULI!

*Philippines History : GATAU GAPEDULI!! Engga deng, yang ini gue suka belajar nya...Cuman kadang guru nya kaya kampret.

*P.E : GURU NYA KAYA MASTENG! Sampul Lecture gue judul nya bukan PE tp 'PENGEN BANGET DIPELAJARIN EMANG NYA?'

*Ptools : Ollalallala ^-^ \(*--*)/ JANGAN SALAH SANGKA bukan karena guru nya ganteng ada emote-emote seperti itu, tp krn gue demen ini pelajaran....COMPUTER cyn!!!!

Special Addition-->

SIR JASON!!!!Mwach, I love U, Sir!!!!

He is my Guidance, the head of Guidance office...So, yesterday I had interview with Guidance and Idk that he will interview-ing me HAHAHA...Katanya dia sekolah di Amrik, katanyaaa....Kata dia bapak nya tinggal di Indonesia, katanyaa....Katanya dia Seniman suka baca poems, katanyaa....Apapun yang kau katakan, sir...Aku percaya...

Kemaren pas interview sumpahh ya gue binal banget!!!Dengan BIG SMILE gue menjawab pertanyaan sir Jason, Of course sir, Sure, HAHAHHA!!

-Privilege as a Foreigner

Kalo kata nita dia special, soalnya dia foreigner....Yaudah gue mah ngikut aja...Ehh bener loohh guys, HAHAHHA...Gue dibebask tugaskan beberapa matakuliah HAHHAHA...sprti FILIPINO, NSTP hahahahah!!!Thanks I LOVE INDONESIA <3

the Last but not least!!

Jadi di IT Building ada anak IT(pastilah, nama nya aja IT BUILDING-__-). *Biar imut pake aku*/najis. Gue ketemu Pria ini sekitar 2/3minggu lalu, pertama ketemu lupa dimana yg pasti disekolah... Sangking banyak nya cogan disekolah mata gue ringsek jadi demen sama ini TeddyBear. Sebenarnya bukan TeddyBear, he's not fat but he's indeed big/Chubby. Nama nya gatau gue udah mencoba mencari-cari nama nya difesbuk tp gakdapet ada nya kuya-kuya ganteng lain nya...

(Sebenarnya gue mau PrintScrene jejak pencarian gue tentang TeddyBear tp masalahnya kalo gue printScrene ada yang baca blog gue, Matelah!Jadi kapan-kapan aja deh....Kalo nyawa gue udah sebelas)...

Jangan pada muntah yak*/*

Pose Syur gue dari 2-7

SEE YOU!!BYE-BYE!!! #PRAYFORPRELIM -_______-

Unfeel April

Selamat Malam readers....Happy S-A-N-D-E-Y!!!!
April 10th, minggu ke2 dari bulan April, bulan april ini terasa tapi gak terasa (?) maksudnya gue rasa kalo udah bulan April tapi gue rasa bulan ini akan bubaran secara cepat. April ini full Schedule, sekolah udah pasti, gereja tiap minggu, Paskah, acara kerohanian disekolah, ngamen buat cari dana, banyak banget yang harus dikerjain dan yang paling penting UAN. Saya nunggu-nunggu banget UAN soalnya libur \(^u^)/...Buat kakak-kakak yang mau UAN semangaat yah!Doa ku menyertai kalian =)

Ada yang mau gue share tapi kaya nya belom POLL kalo gue cerita sekarang, gue review dulu bulan April baru gue kasih conclusion nya...Ini seperti menatap masa depan HaHaHa!!!!!

April Wish ku hanya 'PLEASE COME FASTER, JUNE' :))

April #1 Playlist jatuh kepada --> NINA - THROUGH THE FIRE & LOVE MOVES IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS...lagi suka banget sama dua lagu ini, ohya ini juga jadi theme song NEXT UPDATE gue yang belum poll kalo gue cerita sekarang :P

Hari-hari ini gue lagi rasa kurang enak badan sama terlalu enak badan...Berat badan gue naik (kaya nya) tapi naik drastis, gue rasa lemak-lemak ini bertambah, usus-usus gue menciut, saluran ekskresi gue gak bisa menampung dan mengelola dengan baik, semua yang masuk terasa sakit didalam dan susah untuk keluar...Mungkin bukan mungkin juga emang kenyataan nya gue makan gak ada yang bener, dari awal april tiap makan malem gue makan kebab Turki seminggu full itu, jumat lalu gue makan Ayam Bakar Mono 2potong beserta nasi, Ayam goreng handayani 2potong, ngemil gak henti-henti. Gue sih secara bijaksana mengambil kesimpulan kalo 'gue ada dalam fase remaja, jadi wajar makan banyak' TAPI ternyata itu semua ditentang habis sama Mama, kata Mama 'Anak kecil gendut LUCU kalo kamu gendut GAK LUCU malu-maluin malah iya'. Bener juga sih, gue gak mau bernasib kaya Kakak-kakak gue yang subur dan penuh berkat di pipi, paha, perut, jempol aja gede. Gue masih mencari cara gimana cara gue stop makan tapi itu hal paling gue benci!!!

7:07pm, Seeeeee Ya at the edge of April!!
Lovee ya...xoXO - SharonD (@shattsu) 'Narsis dikit :p'

TokTok

'Boy I like the way you Tok-Tok...I like the way you Lop-Lop...
Hahaha I'm listening to MightyMouth ft Soya - TokTok and am flyin like a G6 :p How are you guys doin'?
Saya superBaik...meskipun kemaren sedikit 'complicated' but now am good,great ;p
Ohya tadi gue ke Rumah Sakit Jiwa Islam for research karya ilmiah sub Bahasa Indonesia, dan ternyata buat ngajuin beberapa pertanyaan aja itu R.E.P.O.T banget dan gak langsung wawancara, kita harus nunggu dulu dan itu butuh waktu beberapa hari lagi, nanti orang RSJ nya nelfon balik.

Ohya gue sekarang lagi HolyDay loooh^^~ senangnyaa....Ada beberapa orang bilang libur itu gaenak gak dapet uang dari mommy nya, tapi buat gue mending dirumah wkwkwkk, money thingy is not a big deal HAHAHA...Libur sampe rabu depan, rabu depan juga si Anita pulang...Agak tanggung ya kenapa gak senen depan nya aja masuk...

Ohya gue nonton drama (gak baru sih) Judul nya 'Bad Guy' yang main Kim Nam Gil sama Han Ga In...Cerita nya bagus, tapi kenapa terakhir nya Kim Nam Gil nya mati -_- terus Hong Tae Song wahaha gue demen banget sama karakter yang ini...Bukan karena background dia anak orang kaya tapi rambut nye Men!!!haha cakepan rambut dia daripada rambut gue puahahaha....

Ada news baru kata Angel (FairyGodMother) gue gak usah ikut UAS (HAHAHAHA SENANGGG!!!) karena gue berangkat tgl7Juni itu pas bgt sama UAS sedangkan mulai college 14Juni puehehe...Ada yang gue pikirin juga nih, nanti gue disana temenan gimana ya?masa gue temenan sama tante-tante? Atau gue temenan sama anak HIGH SCHOOL nya? atau gimana? Argh pusing...Agak takut sekaligus seneng...

Holi-Dream-Day
Jadi temen gue ada yang mau ke Korea, juni ini, Woah excited bukan?PASTI!
Gue pikir-pikir gue mau juga nih...kata nita kan Phils-Korea but airlines tix not rlly expensive dibanding CGK-SEOUL...jadi gue pikir-pikir buat part-time-work Summer gitu...Bukan taun ini tapi tahun-tahun depan...Lumayan kan pasti udah punya temen disana, ada Daniel juga kan di Daegu bisa minta anterin wkwk...Jadi hasil parttime-work buat jalan-jalannya...Aaah!Mau banget ke LottePark, EverGreen, Seoul Tower, dan yang pasti INSA-DONG!!!!Dan Haeundae <33>

I thought about this last night, when HyeonBin out from Army He'll be on 30/31 and I'll be on 18...What A Life!

Tae Seongaa, DdukBboki Mogoshippeo,Lol!

Ended here, Xx - SharonD

May I over Re-Act this time?

Hello!
Gue berfikir-fikir, kenapa gue gak kaya cewe-cewe SMA lain yang pusing...ah pacar gue gtu pacar gue gini...sebenarnya karna gue emang gak punya pacar (STUPID!!BARU NYADAR) dan juga gue gak mau punya pacar anak SMA-_- bukan maksud gue mau sama yang tua...tapi gue pikir pacaran itu harus jadi 'Precious Moment' kaya SECRET GARDEN gitu^^~ (DO NOT LAUGHING).

Kalo pacaran anak SMA kan kocak, jadian putus balikan lagi...eh ada yang lebih ganteng putus lagi aaah~ yang baru dipepet...Bah!Malay bener-_- I admited gue suka sama si Geraldine si siapalah tapi suka doang...seber-fantasi nya gue pacaran sama Geraldine tetep aja biasa aja...Tapi kalo ngebayangin si HyunBin sama si JiWon, Buseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...otak gue jalan terus gak ada akhirnya...WAKAKAKAK!!!

Mungkin karna gue kebanyakan nonton drama..ah tapi engga juga, gue nonton baru beberapa sejak taun lalu (SEPIK)...tapi kali ini gatau gue pengen aja punya pacar...tapi gak mau anak SMA malay ah~ Om-om juga gak mau~ TERUS MAU NYA APA?

Gue mau nya HYUN BIN!!!!!! HAHAHAHA canda-canda...gatau sama siapa nya, tapi lagi kebawa suasana dari tadi denger K.Will - Miss Miss Miss
Pernah gak si lau lau pada mikir gak ada loh cowo di Indonesia ini yang kaya di drama-drama Korea...GAK ADA!Sejauh mata gue memandang mereka semua pacaran kaya apatau...Coba kalo didrama, bisa kojot-kojot kan... Sebenernya ada beberapa tapi tampilannya doang bagus dalem nya b.u.s.u.k

Ada beberapa QUOTE dari Secret Garden yang .........., cekidot :

I’m warning you… don’t get mad at me because of another guy. Don’t tell me it hurts because of another guy. And don’t ever come to me again because of another guy. —

Kim Joo Won (Hyunbin, Secret Garden)

ASTAPILULOH-_- am MELTING!!

What do you mean what we’re going do? There’s only one solution. You have to love me to death. I have to love you like crazy.

— Gil Ra Im (Ha Ji Won, Secret Garden)

It’s not because I love you but because I have no choice but to only love you. If I don’t have you, then I won’t have anyone else. You, amazing woman you. No flowers, candles, red wine, not even a ring. But still, will you be my wife?

— Kim Joo Won (Hyunbin, Secret Garden) ; the perfect proposal for kim joo won and gil ra im.

I know It’s going to very difficult being with you. But i think the pain I will endure from being with you more bearable than not see you.

Gil Ra-Im (Secret Garden)

Ended Here!
It's 9:18pm...Kisses&Hugs-SharonD

Dear FairyGodMother!

Good Afternoon everyone, it's me again....
It's 4:33pm, I dunno what to do...Just chillin' out and listening to Mi-I Can't
I've been watching 3Dramas these days DreamHigh, Gumiho, and Secret Garden....My Gosh, yeah I feel goood!!Lol...watching korean drama it's just like recharge my batery HaHaHa...so How you guys doing?Hope yall in a good mood.
Ohyeah 2PM is going to Indonesia this March 19th, and yeaah I'm going to watch them-Hoooray^^~ ooHowIllove Taekyeon...But it's kinda sad because 'THERE IS NO JAEBOM' sometimes I can't accept that Jay isnt part of 2PM anymore..and JYJ is coming to Indonesia this March but I'm not going to watch them hehe...

I learn something when I watch this dramas especially Secret Garden, but the others too... When I watched Secret Garden, guess what?I feel like a 'Broken Hearted Girl' totally broke, haha don't ask me 'why' because I don't know the answer... Watching Gumiho make me think about finding Lee Seung Gi in real life, Hahaha only joking~ Am thinking about something good but actually I forgot HAHAHAHA...and Dream High, MyGosh!!!This drama is suit my life, reaching my dream out there...

Ohya HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!Last feb28th was my 16th-birthday...Until now I'm so thankful having a good friends and closed friends...Thankyou for my sweet-crazy Class #GHOST for the crazy surprise and POWER RANGER feat Tasya...You guys always be there for me when the good time coming. Thankyou for Suzy, I will be good to her haha (Suzy = Doll). I'm thankGod that am now 16, am growing so much, I know the world (not really that clear)...But having such an AWESOME GOD, Family, Friends, Close Friends, Haters, Lovers and all people around me make me want to grow up more and more and be a Succesful woman.

These days I like this FairyTale so much 'THE LITTLE MERMAID'
1st because it was on Gumiho and 2nd it was on SecretGarden(LOL)...Am wondering if theres a real life like these drama (for example : SecretGarden) I think her/his life will be very very very difficult...but it'll enjoyable...During hard time and good time you know you have someone you can lean on him/her...But when it's ended someone will go just like a bubble in the sea...What a Drama!

And Now we're talking about Jampang!!Yeah!!I have a looowt question about him.
- U know u look uglier?
- U look so miserable, do u know?
- Do you gain weight?U look fat
- Why you do that to that 'girl'?
- Do u know that I dont like u anymore?
- Why u call my girl 'b*tch'?
- Why dont u get some rest and back to you real life?Or is that your real life?
- You seems so DIFFERENT...One year ago I know a dude who always walking so firm, tidy and looking good...where is he now?
- Do you feel like you are the only dude in the world?
- Do you know what I'm thinking about you right now?

And Final words....
Keep Pray for me and for my education activity...There'll be a exchange student, I pray that I will selected by the teacher... And thankyou for the SweetFebruary...I'm going to have a CrazyMarch but Briliant...Thankyou for loving^^~

xoXo-SharonD