I Kissed Dating Goodbye

Yes! I am reading Joshua Harris' book. I have read 'Stop Dating the Church', now currently reading this amazing 'I kissed Dating Goodbye'. I'm not trying to do book review but somehow i feel my eyes are opened for something new, something better in store.

Joshua said in his book, What is the aim of relationship? Are you sure that you're going to marry the girl or the guy? or your relationship is aimless or aim to-an-end?

I feel so heartache lately, I feel like I have given false hope and stupidly I believed that. I'm having crush for a very long term is crazy, i mean we're not even in any serious relationship, not even talk but i feel weird, amazing heartache.

I just got home from Immigration, Manila, with Byron. I read the book, not yet done but almost done. I tried to understand the stories, tried to relate with people around me and most of it, I tried to relate on my aim of having a relationship. 

And i go back to my reason why i want to have a boyfriend......because I feel alone somehow i can help myself from the loneliness but still i want, thats my heart desire....but not from God's perspective. I try not to being too religious. But i believe He got something awesome in store.

Honestly after i read the book, I understand that, my relationship isn't only going to church every week (I am longing for this) but We need to, have to serve our Lord together. I don't want the 'demand of relationship' makes our weekend waste in mall, shopping, eating, movie-ing (Although i want all this things) but I try to see in God's perspective. He has given the BEST out of the best...Why don't we give our best too?

Keeping the healthy (body, mind, spiritually, soul) relationship with God's lead. That's all i want to pray, but for the mean time, I thank Jesus for the blessings, for school, for good friends, and let me just enjoy this before someone in store is coming out! 

I salute Joshua Harris for writing amazing amazing book, which has opened another perspective in my life. And for Stop Dating the Church, i start to open and to see where i really can give my heart unto. 

Cheers,

Sharon.

Gallery Girl - Short Story

Hi!!! I'm kinda excited for my short story, I think this is very typical love story but I just love it (maybe because i made it!). I submitted this story days ago, Got 85...pretty well for 2hours making of this :))
Anyway i made this based on my fantasy, imagination and inspired by some pictures and story, so if there's any similarities in any drama/movie/short-film/story, I am deeply apologize and i dont have any intention to plagiarized. Cheers!

GALLERY GIRL

“I’m leaving, aren’t you coming with me?” Gerald turned his head but his soul is certainly ready for jet plane.

It is certainly a too long day for both of them, conversation has done but answer is floating. The two are leaving for different direction in a different time, definitely not for good but for a pretty long time. Consideration to stay is still in mind to wait for the other-half. “But how about my future, I have my bright future too”, asked Karen in her heart.

Gerald and Karen has been good friend for years, good friend stage leveled up into some romantic friends. Being ambitious towards future, imagining themselves as a professional, working with each other, that is all what they have dreamed of. But everything turned upside down after college. Gerald decided to take his step to City of Manchester then Karen has decided to pursue her dream to Washington as a gallery girl.

(Flashback)

“Karen?” asked Gerald in their bbm voice chat.

It’s been a week since their last meeting. Blackberry is the only way to get each other. Both are busy but they try at least to send hello every day.

“Yes, Gerald, we should meet up, there are some things I need to ask” tell Karen to Gerald. “Then see you in Café around 1pm” replied Gerald.

Gerald have arrived minutes before 1 in the afternoon, He has ordered what they always order.

“Hi G! What’s up? Have u waited for long time?” said Karen while pulling her chair.

“I’ve been good as always, been busy with some papers….How’s your preparation? Ready for Washington?” response Gerald.

All conversation seemed like they are backing for each other but on other side both are asking what exactly are they doing.

“All are good, just there are some papers I have to do in embassy” said Karen.

“When are you leaving me anyway?” Joke Karen right before Gerald’s words.

“Hahaha, what are you talking about? I’m leaving next Saturday” answered Gerald, “We should have a date, right? SeaWorld would be great” He asked her out.

“Friday will do, right? I have things to do until Thursday, and I might be home late” told Karen to Gerald.

“Sure, I can pick up if you want, like my last ride for you” silly joke threw to Karen by Gerald.

And suddenly the café play their favorite song Sara Bareilles’ Love song. Karen smiled and Gerald tried to hold his laughs. As a fan-girl Karen knew the story behind the song, not a love song but a rebel song.

“U know that I’m not going to write love letter for you, right?” Joke Karen.

“You silly, let’s go now, I have somewhere to go” asked Gerald. They parted in parking car, “See you Friday” told each other.

Friday, is now the day. He’s leaving tomorrow but we have one day left.

“Pretty Morning to you, Ren!” said Gerald, “Who’s prettier? Me or the Morning?” asked Karen with her silly question”.

SeaWorld is one of their favorite place, the two loves Photography and seafood. Back then Gerald was almost a professional diver.

They have arrived in the main aquarium, not their favorite place but cool enough to see some divers’ giving food for the fishes. And to take pictures.

They walked around seeing fishes, enjoying under water scenery.

Antasena Hall is their favorite spot in SeaWorld, an underwater hall with travelator and see-through glass along the hall.

“So, are we good?” asked Gerald.

“Yes, are we sick?” joked back Karen.

“Karen, do you know that there are so many galleries in London even in Manchester” Gerald tried to convince her again.

They both applied for UK and USA visa together, both received the two visas but they got different job offer.

Karen just smiled without saying a word.

Awkwardness bombed the situation, no words to say, things have been discussed but no one satisfied with the result.  They smiled at the fishes, No…they laughed off the dreams.

“We still can meet, I’m sure for that, I can visit you and you can visit me, right? We’re still we” the last words were the unsure things Karen have said.

Time clocked to 4 in the afternoon, time flied with unsure things.

They are about to leave Antasena Hall.

For the last time Gerald asked “I’m really leaving tomorrow, aren’t you coming with me?”

Karen answered him, “I’m leaving too but I’ll come over your place”

-END-

Debora Sheiren Monica                                                                             6/25/2013

COMO5A/TECWED                                                                                   Ms. Joana Manio

Well if my friends read this, they def will laugh at me. Anyway, I love Karen, she's gonna be a cool gallery girl! :P And sharon, You'll be a cool PR girl! ;)

Recap of the last three years.

Good Night cyber world. It's been weeks since my last post and it's 48hours before Christmas. Last month of a year where everyone should be happy and full of joy but I can't feel the Christmas spirit this year, or let's just say I skip Christmas this year. Actually, Pasko sa Pilipinas, my very first experience being far away from home especially it's Christmas. It's indeed hard, I keep encouraging my heart, my soul, my mind to keep me sober.
Now, I want to recap the last 3years of my life. Started from 2009, 2010, 2011. Before I want to say "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year". Although I will post something before new year about my WRP's 2012. 
Let's get started!


2009 - First year High School where everything seem so great, and went under my plan. Such a good year, I got what I wanted, I got new phone (my very first samsung phone), I got my own laptop, I did such a good job in 10th grade, I even place at the top 10 of the class, I joined Christian Organization, I started become Worship Leader at school, Met good friends, I met Geraldine, It's a good one and I overwhelmed of His blessed.


2010- January to April was good even great months for me, I have done good things on my education life, I started to know cyber life, chatting, get to know with people for other country through social network, my very first chat-mate from UK (not last until now), I met Grego the Brazilian boy then I knew Tika through him (Our friendship last until now, she's like my best cyber sister ever), On June I chose to be part of Science Class which I should've chose Social Class for my own good, Struggling and also having fun in Science Class, I learnt a lot from this Class and helped me become who I am right now though I made stupid mistakes at the first time, I was chosen as committee chairman for youth camp at school, I struggled I gave my best but no one give their eyes to see what I've done to this event, anyway thank you for choosing me...Back to December 2010, I had a little miss-understanding with my classmate but thanks to him for making my December little bit blue. I acknowledge my mistake and thank you :') Last December we had party for my mommy and daddy's wedding anniversary, still remembered we went to Puncak right after the event end with my aunt's family and my sister's boyfriend (Now EX-bf), New Year I spent my time at Grand Ma's house, I played fireworks with my cousins and if I'm not wrong I went to Kelapa Gading Mall with Joel and it's freaking traffic. LOL. 


2011- I can't thank enough to God for this year, He has given me so much good things this year. From January to April I was acting like I don't care about school, about everyone around me and I only care about my departure to Philippines. I had a blast birthday this year, my classmate gave me a shock surprise in front of the class and I got big teddy bear from my beloved Rangers. The shock-est moment was when I knew I was in TOP2 at class, I was like "Please I was just playing around, fooling around and I am on the TOP2" it's burden me so much, especially when my friends talked about me and they were like "She cheated during exam, She got the answers from me" and I was like "Please I AM NOT THAT STUPID, though I fooling around I still have brain and it's working on it's way" Hahahha good times with them. I left for Philippines April 16th, started school a week after my arrival, though I kept saying "No, I don't feel any Culture Shock" but I did actually...I was crying, crying, I even make a war between me and my sister because I told her I want to go home, She said "I don't trust you anymore, and You waste my money", Oooouch that's hurt, TRUST ME! but my mommy and daddy said with calm expression "No, it's Okay if you wanna go home, let's just say u went to PH for vacation" Hahahha see, how cool my parents is?! Day by day I spend my time at school, home, SM, and other places in Angeles City, I have to admit I love being here, having my own life where no one have to ask me to do this - to do that, but the sad thing when I wake up in the morning and I wake up alone which I used to be waken by my mom shouting my name "Renceeee, bangun" and now I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth alone though they said you live with your sister...No, We have our own life, we're both busy (though I don't know what things make us busy). And now it's already 6months I live my own life, Huuuhhhh!! For 16 years old girl I have to admit I am brave enough and I did good job with my heart, mind, and my mouth which everyday it's executing good words to encourage my heart and mind. And it's Christmas and like what I said I will just skip Christmas because I don't feel like to celebrate anything, but deep inside my heart I thank God for His goodness, His bless re-new every morning. I know how bad I am but it's not about me, It's about His love and forgiveness from our Lord. Having Christmas in this state of situation is tearing my heart, I feel like I want to cry but no one would care if I cry, we're all have our own problem. I'd better keep my smile on it's place and just enjoy the days. From what I believe rain comes along with rainbow. So, no need to worry about life because He already plan something BIG for me and for you. :')


----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------End of story.
Geraldine!!!!!! You know if we are still together (No, I mean if we are together) it will be our 3rd Christmas together...Though I'm far away from you (BAHAHAHAHHAHA) I keep my eyes on you, and who know's what will happen in the future, who's knows next year will be our Christmas together. BAHAHAHAHHAHA. and guess what I've found it tumblr, they said Based on psychological study, a crush only last for 4months, If it exceeds it's already LOVE ..... Hahahha No IT'S CALLED STALKER!!

2009-2010-2011....what about 2012? Can I go to church on christmas Eve with you next year? (Stop making me seem like an insane girl)

Demi Lovato - My love is like a Star

I try to build the walls to keep you safe
When I'm not around
But as soon as I'm away from you
You say they come tumbling down

You say the time away makes your heart grow numb
But I can't stay just to prove you wrong
Oh, look at how far we've come
Don't you know, don't you know that you're the one

Good Night, It's 12:18 AM.... 1 Araw nalang, Pasko Na! :)

Have a great one! MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS

Kisses&Hugs - Rence.

Jampang, Kumaha damang?

Hiiii bloggies! Lately I've been thinking about Jampang or just say it Aldine. I had a little conversation with Egi my former classmate in High School, she said he's been doing well and he even joined english debate competition. See, You're cool now? Hahaha...and I dreamed about Aldine a few days back. 2 or 3 days in a row, hahaha seems like I'm 'kinda' miss you!
It's good to hear you're doing good there and you must be excited for new life after high school. I also heard you want to take (kinda) military school after graduate, that's cool!
And I extremely excited to meet you guys especially Aldine and I know the moment I meet you I will act strangely and awkward.
So, I made a creative picture. Remember last June I took some pictures with you, honestly I printed one and I keep it in my wallet. This afternoon I have nothing to do and I decided to take some pictures with the picture that I printed.
So here it is!

Seriously, I put so much effort in this picture. I google some Sundanese language and writing in paint it is not that easy!
Trust me!!!

JRA- Thinking about you (Frank Ocean cover)

I've been thinkin' 'bout you, Do you think about me still?............Do ya, do ya?


Have a good day! I'm out! :) - SharonDeborah

One stranger messed one perspective

Hi!!!!Apakabar teman-teman seantero dunia maya? Well well welleh Gue baik-baik meskipun seminggu ini gue kaya orang gila. Like am doin some circus and it messed my whole week, BUT................................................................................Umm basa-basi dulu, jadi apakabar nih? Gue sambil ngetik sambil mikir ADA GAK SIH YG BACA BLOG GUE SELAIN YANG GUE SURUH? Cc: Dilla Ramadhani (Best cyberMATE EVER). Ada atau ngga nya sih gak masalah, karena yg gue tulis juga cerita sehari-hari gue, sapa juga yang mau denger cerita orang lain kalo dia sendiri juga punya cerita yg unik buat diceritain?

Seminggu ini otak, hati, jiwa gue lagi bimbang seababil ababil nya ABG ababil bgt gue. Bisa dihitung gue gak ngampus (ECIEEEEE Ngampusss grrr) gue cabut kelas dari senen sampe selasa, rabu gue masuk FULL DAY (Alhamdullilah), kamis sampe jumat CABUT LAGI! Ngga deng kamis itu holiday Mama Mary's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Mama Mary! Terus tadi gue sekolah yang cuman ngabis-ngabis-in ongkos karna cuman 35menit. Terus tadi gue jalan sama temen-temen kuliah gue (KULIAAAAH EAAAAAA) Duh, maaf ya agak sombong nih yang kuliah MAUAHAHAHA!!!

Aneh kalo dipikir-pikir, wkt gue SMA diIndonesia which is 3bulan yg lalu GUE RAJIN BET! Skrg, bisa dibilang kuliah ngejar absensi doang-..-Ampuni aku Tuhan! tp 15mnt dosen gak dateng lgsg 123 CABUT!

Langsung ke pokoke cerita yups.

Jadi seperti yang gue bilang tadi gue stress bgt minggu ini, jgn tanya kenapa karna gue gatau. Then kemaren sore menjelang malam gue ke KANTO (Kanto itu ibaratnya Boulevard nya Kelapa Gading tp itu deket bgt sm apartment gue, diKANTO ada mcDo, Jollibee, 711, dan FIELD/tempat perZablayan) Nah gue sentress akhir nya gue ke mcDo gue jg gatau mau ngapain di mcDo akhir nya gue beli Monster CokeFloat sama Chicken Fillet...Reason why I love Kanto that much disitu tuh banyak BULE, Orang Korea, Orang Jepang, Orang-orangan sawah....Ngga deng pokok nya KANTO tuh kalo friday night rame bgt deh gak cuman friday night sih setiap malam juga GEMERLAP disitu....

Nah, gue duduk disayap kiri McDo view nya lgsg ke Jalan masuk FIELD....Tiba-tiba ada satu cowo masuk dan dia duduk dikursi samping gue...Gelagat nya aneh gtu...10menit kemudian dia pindah ketempat duduk depan nya dia tiba-tiba nanya 'What time is it now?' gue jawab aja...terus tiba-tiba dia ngulurin tangan ngmg "MY NAME IS RICHARD, anw..nice to meet you" WHUAAAAAAAAT?!!!Gila ini orang pede nya luar biasa(keprok-keprok). Akhirnya ngobrol-ngobrol terus he asked me my# tapi gue gak kasih...He explained a little about his bussines then kata nya kalo gue interested just text him (Dia kasih web+#Hp nya). Jadi akhir nya ngobrol-ngobrol gtu....Dia ngajarin gue beberapa tagalog yang padahal gue udah tau, MUAHAHAA...And he's half filipino/half Chinese dan yang SHOCK adalah he's about 25yr old. Muahahaha Cocok jadi bapak gua!!!!

Dan kenapa judul nya 'One stranger messed one perspective'

Tadi pagi gue ketemu Christian dan setelah gue pikir-pikir Christian itu......?!?!!?#$%?^&*()

Gue gak bilang dia Jelek, ENGGA!!! tp setelah gue ketemu si om Richard tadi malem gue pikir-pikir Christian lo pake baju yang bener napa, jgn $%^@!%&* jgn pake kaos ketat except V-Neck, jgn pake tas selempang ngalay gtu.....Pake kemeja putih keren deh kaya om Richard щ(ºДºщ) Kalo gitu kan keren, enak diliat MUAHAHAHA!! Tapi krn lau lebih milih Ayumi Baksin, jadi seterah lo aja dah!!

Buat yang PENASARAN kemaren si Richard pake KEMEJA PUTIH SAMA JEANS.....bisa dibayangin sendiri (mukanya 11/12 sampe Chef Edwin).

Anyway........My life here in the Philippines getting harder and crazier and easier and I don't know....Am just doin all this circus stuff, enjoying, tiring, full of FUN.............and Really excited for Christmas!!!

Proof that I'm doin a good life in the PHILIPPINES!

Maraming-maraming Salamat, Po for reading my blog! (Macam ada yang baca aja-..-)

I love you, I want you so Oh...Thankyou!!!!

Xoxo-SharonDeboraaaah~

Komunikasi

Komunikasi.

Komunikasi adalah salah satu aspek penting dalam kehidupan, karena dengan komunikasi satu sama lain baru bisa nyambung. Semua orang dari kecil sampe tua berkomunikasi, tapi pertanyaan Apakah kamu berkomunikasi dengan baik? Banyak lah orang yang merasa kalo udah nih saya udah berkomunikas dengan baik tapi pada kenyataan engga, dia gak berkomunikasi dengan baik.

Banyak hal yang mempengaruh komunikas menurut pandangan saya. Mungkin karna saya kuliah jurusan komunikasi saya banyak berpikiran tentang cara komunikasi dilingkungan sekitar saya termasuk keluarga saya. Banyak hal-hal yang sebenarnya merusak komunikasi didalam komunitas. Perbedaan bahasa disini karena saya tinggal di Philippines saya tidak mengerti bahasa tagalog, but I'm trying to understand.

Hal-hal yang mempengaruhi komunikasi (menurut pandangan saya ya) :

• Pada saat anak baru lahir pertama kali diajarin cara berbicara, berkomunikasi. Menurut saya masa-masa ini sangat-sangat berpengaruh. Ada keluarga yang menggunakan bahasa yang formal 'Aku, kamu' ada juga keluarga yang menggunakan slang language 'gue, elo'. Ini benar-benar berpengaruh dalam kehidupan orang tersebut apalagi disaat anak nya tumbuh dewasa.
• Intonasi pada saat berbicara. Banyak pembicaraan yang rusak cuman karena Intonasi yang salah. Kata-kata nya benar tapi cara pelontarannnya yang salah. Karena itu disaat kita sedang berbicara kita harus mengenali suasana dalam perbincangan tersebut.
• Cara bicara antara satu sama lain. Seperti yang ada dikeluarga saya, kami biasa untuk berbicara 'gue, elo' tapi kami juga memakai nama seperti 'Ma, kemaren eren......' tapi pada saat pembicaraan dengan kakak-kakak saya ada hal yang 'Lack of our Communication' dan menyebabkan kekesalan. Mungkin karena kami biasa berbicara dengan intonasi yang tinggi dan sebenarnya saya sama sekali tidak cocok dengan cara berbicara yang seperti ini. Untuk tipe orang yang seperti saya 'cengeng' mendengar orang yang berbicara keras benar-benar menyakitkan hati. Saya bisa nangis kejer-kejer cuman karna kata-kata orang yang sedikit menyinggung hati saya padahal orang tersebut sama sekali gak bermaksud.

Pembicaraan diantara teman-teman.

Mengenai hal ini saya banyak berpikir pada saat masa-masa SMA. Kenapa dia marah sama saya? Memang nya saya ada salah sama dia? Tidak kok saya engga ngerasa berbuat salah.

Pikiran-pikiran yang nyangkut diotak saya waktu SMA. Sampe akhir nya saya ngaca bener-bener ngaca, OH OKE SELAMA INI SAYA SALAH BESAR. Saya ngomong semau-mau saya, saya gak peduli perasaan orang lain, saya begini saya begitu sampe pikiran yang paling jelek saya, yaudahlah gak usah punya temen gak apa. Tapi gak gitu, masa-masa SMA masa paling asik dan paling butuh komunikasi yang baik, karena terlalu banyak issue-issue yang nyampe dikuping kita dan kita sampein dengan intonasi yang salah dan penambahan kata-kata yang malahan jadi bumerang baru buat kita. Ada beberapa hal yang saya pikir-pikir harus kita jaga dalam komunikasi diantara teman (Especially High School Period):

- Sebelum ngomong dipikirin dulu.

Saya pikir jarang anak SMA jaman sekarang yang ngomong dipikir dulu. Semua nya ibarat nya 'nyablak', suka-suka mulut gue, mulut-mulut gue ini. Tapi TOH engga gitu juga, masih ada orang lain yang mendengarkan perkataan-perkataan anda. Jadi setiap orang harus punya saringan untuk mulut nya masing-masing.

- Ngomonglah dengan intonasi yang bener.

Banyakkan yang suka teriak-teriak tanpa sebab. Dikurangi sebaiknya.

-Ada hal dimana lebih baik diam.

Ini yang saya lakukan selama Desember-Januari-Februari lalu saya diem. Saya ngaca bener-bener dan saya mencoba untuk berubah. Dan sampe akhir nya ada temen saya yang ngomong 'Ren, kamu kenapa?','Gue rasa lo sedikit berubah jadi lebih baik'. That's good, isn't it? Setelah kita menyadari banyak hal yang bisa diambil dari masa-masa Diam.

- Gak perlu ikut campur gossip-gossip yang gak jelas.

Kalo tau ya cukup tau aja, gak perlu ikut nyebarin. Karna pasti ada aja orang yang punya pikiran yang jahat dan menambahkan bumbu-bumbu HOT dan ternyata nama lo ada didalam gossip baru itu.

- Jadilah pendengar yang baik.

That's what friends are for. Cukup jadi pendengar yang baik bukan penyebar yang baik.

That's all for today!!^^

Gue gak tau kenapa gue nulis ini disiang bolong Hahaha---"

Ada beberapa tweet gue yang mungkin bisa jadi motivasti buat temen-temen :

That's your biggest problem for having POOR MINDSET!!Huffft, Poor you =))

45 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

LAUGH LOUDLY FOR THEM FOR HAVING POOR MINDSET!!!

47 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

Bodoh banget nangis karna kata-kata orang yang menjatuhkan, KETAWAIN MEREKA~!

48 minutes ago

shattsu SharonD

....Bear on ur mind, kalo udah maju 1000langkah, GAK ADA SATUPUN HAL YANG BISA BUAT MUNDUR 1LANGKAH~~~!

52 minutes ago

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shattsu SharonD

Disaat kita maju 1000langkah dan selama berjalan tiba-tiba kita merasa mundur selangkah itu sama aja kaya kembali ke 1000langkah awal....

BlessJuly-SharonD

judul nya 'Geraldine'

Judul nya Geraldine.

Geraldine itu siapa ya? Populer sekali nama nya dilaptop saya? Dimana-mana data pasti ada nama geraldine? Saya juga gatau geraldine siapa........................TAPI BOONG!

Gue nulis nya sambil ngakak nih sebenarna, posting yang sedikit najis, tapi pengen banget buat ditulis. Niat nulis dari 5jam lalu, setelah dipikir males banget, dipikir lagi pengen banget ditulis. Jadi gue mencoba untuk menyusun kata-kata dengan satu kesimpulan yaitu 'GERALDINE'.

Sambil ngetik sambil ngerjain Dilla, dari tadi salah terus nebak Judul postingan ini.....Tebakan nya Dilla : 'Kangen Geraldine', 'Sayang Geraldine', 'Cinta Geraldine', 'Kangen Rumah', 'Pengen Pulang', etc.....Itu semua kaya judul Sinetron apalagi 3 pertama itu kaya sinetron di SCTV.

Gue mau cerita asal mula ketemu Geraldine.

Ketemu Geraldine itu waktu kelas X abis upacara, Geraldine AMAZING, gue gak tau apa yang ada diotak gue kenapa nulis Geraldine AMAZING. Geraldine itu antara ganteng dan gak ganteng. Back to topic. Ketemu Geraldine pas abis upacara bendera 17Agustus, terus gue liat pas dia lagi lomba tarik tambang, Geraldine paket jaket Item garis merah/hijau (lupa gue), white t-shirt, yang pasti pake celana. Terus gue liat deh ganteng (indeed, tapi some saying he's not). Terus berkat teman-teman gue yang baik, akhir nya gue menemukan facebook Geraldine, entah kenapa Velin/Dera pertama-tama dapet FB kakak nya bukan Geraldine nya, sungguh aneh. Tapi wajar sih nama mereka cuman dibedain DINE/DO, mama nya mereka antara gak mau rugi/kurang kreatif (Peace tante). Terus gue mulai membuat nama unyu buat Geraldine dari 'GT', 'Jampang' dan Jampang long last sampai sekarang. Geraldine waktu kelas X itu keren aja, keren banget sebenarnya. Dari dulu gue emang demen sama cowo yang badan nya gede gimana gitu. Tapi geraldine gak gendut ya zz. Selama kelas X gue gak pernah ngobrol sama geraldine tapi gue rasa sih dia tau kalo gue demen sama dia. Secara toa gue gede ditambah segelintir orang-orang kurang ajar yang suka ceng-ceng-in gua, teriak-teriak JAMPANG, dan bla bla bla. Tapi thanks to them juga JAMPANG jadi terkenal (I invented that word, baby!).

Kenapa gue suka sama Geraldine.

Yang ini susah buat dijawab, karena gue suka sama geraldine juga musiman. Kadang gue suka, suka banget, biasa aja, gak suka sama sekali. Kelas X itu banyak musim nya suka, suka aja, suka banget, biasa aja. Karena gue sedikit bermain api melihat anak kelas lain yang muka nya seperti babi (I love Pig Face). Tapi selama satu taun itu gue suka kok sama Geraldine, bener, suer.

Geraldine dikelas XI.

Geraldine dikelas XI. Dia IPA4, gue IPA3. Beda satu kelas doang, BOHONG!!Beda satu lantai yang benar. Gue gak bisa melihat geraldine secara langsung, gue harus turun dulu baru ngeliat muke nya die. Dimasa kelas XI ini adalah musim dimana GUE SUKA BANGET - GUE UDAH MUAK SAMA SEKALI. Gue juga bingung kenapa bisa begitu. Karena sejujur nya gue suka sama DUA TEMAN geraldine lain nya. I'm sorry, Goodbye. Gue binal juga satu geng semua nya gue demenin. Ya gak apalah nama nya juga anak muda. Tapi tetep aja Geraldine itu sangat berbeda dari lainnya. Tersadar bahwa gue udah dua tahun suka sama geraldine.

Gue sekelas sama Icha, icha deket sama geraldine bahkan manggil nya abang. HOWT!

Gue dapet informasi-informasi dari Icha, Makasih Icha. Dikelas XI sebenarnya gak ada yang spesial tapi ada yang spesial di dua hari sebelum gue pindah.

"HATI-HATI YA" \=D/

Hati-hati ya adalah kata yang gue dapet LANGUNG/DIRECT dari Geraldine. I WAS SO SHOCKED CRAZY UNSOBER DRUNK DYING when I heard direct from him.

Gue ceritain kronlogi nya; Jadi dihari senin itu lagi ada yang nama nya ClassMeeting, gue niat nya gak mau dateng karna gue males banget tapi setelah gue pikir-pikir lumayan dateng buat Farewell sama temen-temen khusus nya Geraldine ada Silat di hari itu. Sampe sekolah IPA3 ngumpul depan lapangan terus pada mencar-mencar deh gara-gara basket zz. Sebelum basket IPA3 itu silat, gue duduk bareng Ayu, Miko, Dera, Vina, Velin, Egi, tapi akhir nya cuman Ayu sama gue sama miko juga. Karna gue bawa camera gue bilang sama miko 'Ko, ambilin foto nya Jampang dong', kata miko 'Okedeh' camera nya gue kasih miko. Silat pun dimulai, geraldine pun tidak muncul-muncul, gue mulai gerang dan berfikir 'Ngapain lo pake baju silat kalo kaga silat, dine?' Eh geraldine keluar nih, didepan lapangan banyak anak IPA4 pada foto-foto-in geraldine. DAN ADA SATU CEWE KELAS X YANG NGAMBIL FOTO NYA JAMPANG SAMPE NGEJAR-NGEJAR. Pas gue liat ini adik kelas gue ngomong ke miko 'Ko, Ini cewe ngajakin gue berantem ya, aldine ke kanan dia kekanan aldine ke belakang dia kebelakang', kata Miko 'Itu Camera lu geblek, gue titipin ke dia tadi' Sumfeh gue ngakak! Adik kelas cantik, pinter masuk IPA deh nanti. mwach.

Silat pun selesai. Gue duduk-duduk nunggu basket IPA3, *Jeng-jeng* tibatiba Icha, Nadya, Heisye dan.............................................Geraldine dateng kearah gue (As yall know gue suka degdegan kalo geraldine lewat) dan ternyata mereka ngedatengin gue. Terus Icha suru berdiri ngomong eren foto sama aldine yah yah yah.....Aaahhhh Mau Ca Mauuu!!!Tapi Malu.

Engga deng gue gak ngomong, gue cuman diem terus gue mulai pecicilan 'Apaan sih Icha', 'Aah Icha mah', bla bla bla. Terus akhir nya Geraldine ngomong 'Gue gak makan orang lagi' Ahhhh~~!!!Terasa disurga. Tanpa pikir panjang gue langsung berdiri disamping Geraldine *Cekrak-cekrek* 3kali kaya nya gue foto, sumfah kaya abis foto sama Samuel Rizal gue degdegan padahal geraldine doang zz.

Terus Geraldine ada ngomong 'Mau pergi ya', 'Iya, 'HATI-HATI YA' *shaking hands*.

Gue edit soal nya muka gue kaya inang-inang.

Give me G, I'll be more than OK.

Setelah itu Bontang, Radyka, Etta ngasih scrapbook. Itu lucu banget. Sampe sekarang masih gue sayang-sayang especially untuk halaman geraldine, HAHAHA. Disitu ada foto nya sama signature. Gue juga bingung kenapa harus ada tanda tangan, tetep Terimakasih banyak!

Dan gue denger kalo geraldine ke Jepang. Gue ngomong beneran ini gak ada ngelawak. Gue seneng banget waktu denger Geraldine ke Jepang karena exchange, entah kenapa gue seneng banget kalo denger temen gue ataupun orang lain sukses as in sukses belajar, exchange, belajar di luar negeri, dapet PTN atau apapun itu. Itu kaya ada kebanggaan buat gue. Dan sangat memacu gue untuk berhasil juga.

Tadi pagi gue liat foto-foto nya geraldine di Jepang difacebook nya orang (gatau siapa). I just want to say....I'm so proud of you, din. Eventhough, I havent say this direct to you I'm so proud of you. Karena meskipun lo selengean tapi lo nunjukin kalo lo itu emang beda. That is why I like u. And u should keep the good relationship between you and your friends in Japan. They seems nice and u should be thankful for everyhting you've got. It'll be better kalo mulai dari sekarang lo mikir buat masa depan lu, lo mau jadi apa, lo mau apa 5taun kedepan. U look awesome in everything u do. I don't care whether u have gf or not. Become friends is more than OK. Gue pengen banget ketemu lu lagi 5tahun/10tahun kemudian, and we'll see each other in different ways of success. I'm wishing you all the best, many happiness, bless, luck returns...and the world may change our whole life through but nothing's gonna change my feeling for you.

Gak ada kerjaan jadi diedit-edit. Yang Paint itu terinspirasi drama korea.

Dine, tara Ilbeon!!!Let's go!!

As the owner of the blog, foto gue juga harus diPublish!

It's evening already.....Going back to the real life. I'll see you next year Gera!!!

Xoxo-Sharon/Debora/Monica. (suka-suka lo mau manggil apa).