I feel you........on my back!

Hello reader(s)! I am back, writing something silly from Jakarta. I am on semester break, so I went back home last October 19th.
Get to the point!
Jadi tadi malem gue mimpi!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! Kipli, I feel you...hahaha.
I dreamed something weird, no its not weird. That was sweet because I feel you on my back. But, WHY KENAPA BAKIT? Why BIKINI?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!!

*back hug* Why is she wearing tee when she can wear bikini?.....*giggled*.........*smiled*.........*i felt it in my back* *I saw the smile in front of my face* *that person giggled again*-- Then I woke up!

WHY? WHY BIKINI? WHY GIGGLED? why don't you answered?............This time it is not Jeremy Lin. Because we talked in Bahasa (but the bikini thing, that was in english)! It must be KIPLI hahahaha!!! Hello DC?!.... I severely went nuts as soon as I got up, I smiled, I played Demi Lovato's love songs, I smile til I got bored (Now I feel bored).

mungkin gue kebanyakan menguntit akun online orang-orang.
I have once dreamed Jeremy Lin or who-ever-it-was (but that was sweet too) held my hands. That was the same thing, i went crazy. The day turned to be so good, I met good people in campus, i got good grade on that day. this is weird, isn't it?
But I REALLY FEEL YOU ON MY BACK! thanks to Adam for the back hugged (like 3 years ago) U HAVE TURNED ME INTO BACK HUG FAN!!......because back-hug is so sweet.

I went to church (like every-day-at-church) with my mommy, so I heard the pastors' keep preaching about "BELIEVE", I believe someone who always on my mind, my dream, who's even in my future plan (HAHAHA heavy topic) will come real soon. Because I am going to graduate in two years, Milan in three and half years, and this guy also soon. I believe God knows the best.

So, future-partner-in-crime-future-lover-BandAid-Teddy-Bear-future-assistant-future-boss-future-driver-future-manfriend.............I will see you real soon! I am not in hurry but maybe we can be friend first.

(THIS IS CRAZY, I AM TALKING TO MY SELF) but do u know people talk to their own self more than to the other?

love, future lover. A believer.

(The first duty of love is to believe)

September 12th

I feel like writing something right now, right here in my beloved blog. I saw my senior promoting her blog in our facebook group, but i dont know why i don't like promoting my account even though its a blog, tumblr or voice-blog (Find me on Youtube!) Hahaha.... But now i feel like writing something, so i try to dig up what's on my mind now but still have no idea. Believe me or not, while typing I'm talking to my self LOL!!!
Good PM to all the readers, although I'm not sure if there are reader(s) on this blog. So, my crushED's friend has a blog and its a beautiful literature blog, I think this fellow loves to write about love in the form of essay, poem, and maybe lyrics. I have read some of this fellow's posts and really want to read the essay but I don't think i can because its all in Tagalog.

I had midterm 2weeks ago and this coming Monday i will have my Pre-Final exam...Yes, right after 2weeks I have another major exam. I don't feel like going to explode, I feel easy and cheesy, I don't really mind about Pre-Final exam (Don't ask me Y?). The question for me should be "Have you minded about Exam stuffs?", my answer would be "Umm....actually for me exam is better than lecture class and sometimes I mind about exam, when my mind is on the right track" LOL!!! Its kinda funny because I was absent for 2days and I had 3days off from campus, total of 5days away from campus stuffs then right after my first day they announced that our Pre-Final will be next week. I wasn't shocked maybe I might get shock if they said Pre-Final will be on September 30th, which makes them moving the Final Exam, and its no good for us (I mean for me!) Yes!! I bought flight ticket already, I will go back to Jakarta on October 19th. Its one month left, I'm so excited to get back there because my online shopping ordered are arrived already, Nyahahha :))

OH MY GOD! My dearest Crush who has nice eye lashes just hurt my pride inside the class room. I NO LIKE U ANYMORE! Lol! We were talking about Indonesia particularly Bali and then he said Singapore is better than Indonesia. O MY GOD! Everybody knows about that one, u dont to speak out that loud. Hahahah Yes I am very Nationalist.

I joined BMS >< Satchi Store giveaway, I hope I can win the giveaway! I really really want the clutch. Everybody please check out Ms.Laureen Uy's blog, she got a very very very nice blog. I think she is now my favorite stylist from the Philippines.

Mommy and Angie had their birthday celebration in our house last Saturday. The party was a blast from what I see in facebook's pictures. And also my niece Jolly on her 1st birthday...YEAYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR JOLLY!
I had my swimming class on saturday, I swam like crazy from 8am to 12noon NONSTOP! I got dark, very dark, kinda sexy but dirty skin. So I decided to not attend swimming class this Saturday, I don't want to get darker than now. After Swimming, Me and ate Ruth went to SM, That was crazy we were looking place to eat but everywhere seemed full, end up in Mister Frosty. Then skype called with my Big-Family. I had early dinner at Ikabud or Ikabund (?) Kapampangan food restaurant in Marquee Mall. Then the crazy night, we had Tanduay Ice Party in Ate's room.

There is one thing I'm curious about......................When a guy has a guy BFF. Are u sure he's only your BFF? World nowadays are crazy, they go out of the line. Its not like I'm against these people but somehow i cant get it in my mind.
I will posting more on weekend, I will post some pictures and some other stories i really want to share. Now I have to sleep because CRAZY i have quizzes tomorrow which I haven't reviewed yet.

Good Night, beautiful World! (OW YEAH SIWON MODE!)

Having the right attitude towards future

I'm having a little bit argument with Mariana about future. Specifically about ''someone" we want in our future. It was started when I said I pray for this man I literally put him in every my pray, not because I want him or any kind of feeling but I feel like to pray for him, no big reason at all. And then Mariana asked if I like him or any kind of feeling or wanting this man, of course No. This is how its really started.

I said I want a guy who can support me spiritually, physically even financially. Well I'm not being materialistic but we....we need to make a life and I don't have any interest of making an average life. In spiritual speaking I am the daughter of the most high God, I am beyond blessed so I have no reason to make an average life. In secular perspective and right attitude, I am taking my degree now, will graduate (of course), will work, having a great family as my backup, I have no reason again to make an average life. Some people might think, Oh Girl you're too exaggerate and arrogant! Well that's make sense, I accept it.

Mariana said it's okay to pray for something big but don't expect something big or the same thing will come. We do not know what will happen in the future and she said that's okay to be average.

No, I don't want to be average. I am living an extraordinary life here in the Philippines. I wander here alone, I am on my own, I am doing very well. And this is the result of me in the past having the right attitude where I have this thought that I must to go abroad for the better future. And this is what I am doing now, I live abroad, God gives me chance to go to school here.

All these stuffs about FUTURE, it is all about having the "RIGHT ATTITUDE". You're not really going to let things happen without planning them first. I interpret the words "LET YOUR WILL BE DONE IN ME, LORD" as me as a human plan all these dreams to build my future and after that I give it all back to God and I keep saying "Lord I know this is what you want for me but if its NOT i know you have BIGGER even BIGGEST plan upon me and this future. But I am super sure He has no average plans upon me. He has upgraded me this much into this level, I have dreamed and keep dreaming big things and something big surely will happen.

I really really want to encourage people that having the right attitude towards future is NECESSARY! We really need to know what we want for our future and believe me God has something big and it is NOT AVERAGE plan! He will never give average plan.
And don't be average! We should aware that we are SPECIAL, EXTRAORDINARY, BEAUTIFUL, BEYOND BLESSED and far away from the word "average".


Cheers for the beautiful future with beautiful people in it!
-Renc!

The Coolest Conversation!

Hi! Good Evening people and good night for some people..........
I'm having crazy conversation with Tommy now in twitter. I tweeted I don't feel good and he tweeted the same thing. I tweeted him back, My God Tom we feel the same!!! and crazy me, I tweeted to him "Jangan-jangan kita jodoh, Tom" (Maybe we're meant to be, Tom) Hahahahha!!!! He replied, "Kenapa engga, Ren" (Why not, Ren?) HAHAHAHAHAH!!! I replied him "Jangan dong nanti pacar gue gimana?" (Please no, how about my boyfriend?) LOL!!! and he replied too bad I have no one to worry about....and the headline tweet "HALAAH, JANGAN BOONG, DILARANG BOONG SAMA MANTAN" HAHAHAHAH MY GOD WHY AM I SO FLIRT? :/ (Don't lie, Its prohibited to lie to your ex, LOL!!!)

Hahahaha Tommy is the coolest friend ever, Ehh i meant ex-boyfriend...LOL!!! We've been friends for 6years and as boyfriend-girlfriend for 9Hours (back then in Junior High School) then we remained friends....LOL!!! I feel sorry every time I talk to him, He's too nice to be with me....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Anyway its raining a lot here Please #PrayForthePhilippines.....Flood is everywhere, I'm hoping everyone is safe especially in some places like Manila (I heard the flood already reached the 2nd floor of a house). Please send your prayers guys! :)

Actually the reason why I don't feel good because you're not on-the-line, its raining a lot outside, its no good to be out at this time....Please be safe bandAid! Its crazy but I care and worry.

Good Night,
-Renc! <3 p="p">

Rence loves to stalk.

When you're in love, you'll turn into a professional stalker

I believe every girls in this world have proved this statement. I have proved this statement. I become reliable, more reliable and very reliable when it comes to find people in the internet. When was my first time stalk people? Okay, lets change the term "Stalk" into "finding people", I think the word stalk is giving negatives idea on the action which the person's executing. Lets turn the word "Stalk' into "finding people". So, when was my first time?........I forgot, but I'm sure it was around 3-4 years ago, when I was in High School first level/10th grade.

I don't know the real reason why I started finding people in the internet, but I'm sure (again) its because crush things then I started want to know more about people that I met, and unintentionally I stalked them. But don't take stalk as a negative action. Well it depends on how do you see the situation, for me stalking/finding people is because I want to know more about the person but I'm too shy to ask directly. That's the problem, being too shy.

When you start to stalk people you have to prepare your mind, heart, and soul. LOL. WHY? You know, there'll be always something which surprise on your way to find things out. Something which make you sad, make you happy, make you feel the "opposite". Prepare for those surprise feelings.

"Stalk people who's can be your INSPIRATION"............I made this statement and I love this statement. I stalk people, not only because I want to know inside their life or being KEPO but somehow their life giving me a lot of inspirations, ideas, and dare me to dream big. Then what you have to do after finding those inspirational people in the internet? DARE YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN DO BIGGER THINGS THAN THEM AND ASSURE YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE BEYOND CAPABLE (with God and big faith).

Me and my sister, we're like professional when it comes to find people in facebook (even in the scale of internet). Well, I'm kind of proud of this weird skill. When I was in the first semester of College, I had this little crush on my senior and I had no idea what's his course, what year, what's his name but all I know he's in the same college with me. And you know what, I found his facebook through crazy process which I traced all the facebook accounts' of my school-mate (and I don't even know them), it was like I had crossed one million user of facebook, just to find this guy's facebook then Hello-Yes! I found his facebook, and I feel so good.

I thought that we had some connections or something like that, because when I found his facebook, his picture wasn't his face. I was using feeling/sixth sense then it turned out that its true its his account. But now, we haven't talked even say Hi to each other although we're friends facebook. And we do not have any connections. LOL. we're not NOKIA.

Guy from Taman Safari. I have shared this story before, the process to find this guy was super ridiculous. I WAS LIKE STALKING THE WHOLE EMPLOYEES OF TAMAN SAFARI INDONESIA. HAHAHAHA. YES I DID. and Yes I found his account! in less than 3hours.

Two days ago, I wanted to find someone on facebook, I do not know his name, anything about him. And then I started to checking my friends' picture and anything which have connection to him...and Yeahh, I FOUND it! and I feel good!

Probably there are some people out there who have this weird thought on people like me, but One thing I want to make you sure that I do not care nor want to know about other people's life. When I stalk means that I do not know them, I just want to know but not their deep-life.

Everybody knew.....

So this is my first posting from the Philippines! Woot woot!!! I arrived 2 weeks ago on Monday at Clark International Airport from Kuala Lumpur. I took connecting flight from Jakarta to KL then KL to Clark, so how was the flight? Air Asia got my nerve on high! Guessed the pilot had fun with his toy in cockpit :))) Felt like riding roller-coaster, but that was insane rode. How's Kuala Lumpur? That was my first time visited KL, I'd love to give another visit(s) to KL. We were waiting for 5hours in KLCC before our next flight,.....before that Let me tell you about the handsome Senior Cabin-crew, I forgot his full name but his name starts with Mohammed. He speak English super-WELL (of course) and when he spoke Indonesian languange, he seems like a native Indonesian but he started to speak for the safety equipment and introducing the crews, it was  SO COOOOOL!! still remember the line "Good Morning ladies and gentlemen, this is your senior Cabin crew, Mohammed.... (forgot his name), we're flying from Jakarta to Kuala Lumpur, Kuala Lumpur is one hour ahead, thank you for choosing Air-Asia and have a nice flight"....... Mama!!! I want to be a cabin-crew!!!! in Air-Asia :p

How's Philippines? Philippines always doing great and It's great to be here again.... although my vacation was too short, it was exact 2 months :)) Not really a summer vacation? So, how long do u want for summer vacation? ONE YEAR is okay for me. Ha ha ha. I started school last week, and guess what, next week will be full of quizzes. They are too rushing, I think..but that's okay the more faster it is, the more faster I'm going home. I'll be going back to Jakarta by October...We'll have semester-break. 

And things have changed so much here.......some's gone good, some's not.

I have moved from Mabalacat to Balibago again,...what's the reason I'm moving out from Mabalacat? because its too far to go to school and too far to go to SM, Marquee, Nepo HA HA HA HA HA AHAHAHAH!!!!

How's crushes going, Renc? Well, no really good. Crush will end when the other part knew that the other part had crush on him/her. It was just end like that.

I haven't seen someone whom I have pictured in my mind :D 

at Soekarno-Hatta Int'l airport

at the waiting room, Soetta int'l airport

KLCC, Malaysia

Walking Street, Field.Ave

Nepo Cyiiiiiiinnn...

we had dinner with Ma'am Mhel and the twins at Tiger's grill.....

SM-Clark... I have no idea about photography but I think this picture has a good perspective or something that I don't know what to explain :p

Enough for today, I have some quizzes tomorrow but I'm too lazy to review, lets see what will happen :)

C-E-O and the future bride

Before I start  CEO and future bride's post, just want to share something that someone's breaking my heart last night. He broke my heart, Mama! The Zookeeper broke my heart....I have sold my pride by chatted him first and he didn't reply, He broke my heart, He broke my heart!!! My very pleased first time chatted someone's i like but he didn't give any response...it was like BOOM! He threw the grenade and it burn on me, I'm on fire...My heart's on fire, get me out of here, this feeling kill me.....STOOOOOOOOP!
Dear Zookeeper, U r the first one who broke my heart for real.....Me gusta! >,< LOL!
Well this is kinda cute, crazy, sweet experienced having a crush on a zookeeper, then I approached him first but too bad he didn't catch my signal..WTF?! Haha.
I had this kind of thought last night (Actually it was Adam's thought first) "What if I get jealous with these tigers?" then it'll big PROBLEM having quarrel with tigers, for sure I'll be dead at the time and at that place..... WELL WELL WELL, DONE WITH ZOOKEEPER! Thank you for giving rainbow in to my summer vacation! Will never forget u, keeper!

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CEO and the bride future
I have crazy dream about being a CEO's wife....well, this is not crazy but a bit insane. I have watched many dramas where the lead male is a CEO in a company or hotel or whatever it is. I find out that man who have big role in their life such a leader in a big company or someone who have important position in a big company, they are different (OF COURSE, dear readers I'm out of my words...its hard to describe what's in my mind). First of all, I love MAN IN SUIT, I love man who's working hard behind a desk which full of papers to work, which his brain rolling over projects, presentation to do (OMG SO I AM SO DRAMA), and all the CEO's things...I just love it :p

I believe these people have a great taste in every little thing like fashion, food, and of course we all know DIFFERENT LIFE STYLE. It's not about being rich or something materialistic...but for me it's about working hard for something great and you can reach... "YOU MAY SAY I'M A DREAMER BUT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE".............
Well the point is, It's not about CEO or Owning a big company but Man who's working hard will be loved by people surrounding him, and of course will get the love from ME! HAHAHAHA >,<

I'm searching about the YOUNG CEO around 2005 until now, well I found bunches of'em   but didn't find the one with suit. hahahaha. EXCUSE MY OBSESSES-NESS WITH MAN IN SUIT! Remember my post visiting future hubby's lunch place? Okay, as I saw those businessmen, I saw one who's my future groom, HAHAHA say I'm insane, YES I AM!
Well I think Korea got the most cool CEO (not sure if its also in real life)

Forgot his name but his the CEO of a resort (LOVE RAIN's drama)! ME LOVE YOONA MUCH.

I love this guy (in the drama) super much.....He's kinda "SOMETHING" :p

I'm 17 years old, I'm a lady, I have lot of dreams in mind and heart, and I'm also thinking about who should be with me in the future... I pray every time to my Lord Jesus Christ for giving the Man of God when the time is on..Well it's about 7years from now. Hahahaha, keep the deadline, Dear Abba! :) One thing for sure, my BFF who's also my heavenly father know what's the best for me and He knows my taste ;)

who's keeping who?

So now I'm listening to One Directions' One Thing, i have said before I don't really like'em because they're young, I take back my words...YES! THEY R FREAKIN' AWESOME!!! well, me loving Liam. Liam loves Danielle. Danielle is Pixie's back-dancer. I love Pixie. hahaha so-what-ever.
So, I went to Safari Park yesterday with my little cousin for a school trip. Yesterday was great, at first it's not really great but it went great at the end. We reached there around 12pm then we saw the animals, they swam at water park, my little cousin and her friends went into the ghost house but I didn't, that's not my thing at all.
Then I saw this group of Family, Me GUSTA this family...really really like. They're not good in expressing the words but they are exclusive. The girl who wore orange, I like her so much..she's pretty, stand-out, not sure if she's smart or not but she got it all. The cutest thing the other girl said when they came out from the ghost's house was "Babe, tadi hantu nya ngeri banget Babe..........." I'm laughing inside, they are all so exclusive, out-standing, different....COOL!

Get to the point! So, I saw this zoo-keeper at the shuttle area, heeee isssss sooooo HANDZOMEE!!! I kept thinking about him and for sure I'll get his facebook..although I don't even know his name. I got home from Auntie's house this afternoon, I started to look out for this zoo-keeper, started from google...I google Safari then got the facebook, i searched through the friends list and I got one! He's a lion and tiger's keeper, his name is Yoseph, he's pretty famous among the keepers and the animal lovers not only a keeper but he's also handsome (got to admit this) in what I read, he got the big chance to be a senior keeper if he keeps doing his job (Hope he'll keep doing that, he looks handsome when he's with Tigers). The parents must be proud of him. I had short conversation with him, he said he's been worked as a keeper since 2009, so its been 4years. I think its a pretty hard job to be a tiger's keeper....Such a tough man!

Left side..... Copyright goes to Taman Safari

But this guy is not what I've been looking for, so I kept looking, put my eyes on the right place so I can get his facebook as soon as possible....Then suddenly I saw this guy's facebook, he got the face that I saw yesterday...Indonesian warm face, HAHAHAHHA muka sunda cyn!!!! I clicked then I got lilla bit shocked, he's a  bit umm ya. I am Not being racis/group-ist...hahaha but he's kinda something. He's so so so so so so 180degree different from what I saw, or I got the wrong facebook? I think I am not, I still remembered his bag the sling bag and he's about 5'7" with the uniform...AND FOR YA INFORMATION...who ever designed this uniform I GAVE U 4 THUMBS AND STANDING OVATION...Those zoo-keepers look SMOKIN' HOT with the uniform. and the guy that I saw got a pretty weird facebook's name and got girlfriend. Walang Problema, I'm just curious about this zoo-keeper and actually I found out and realized that I AM REALLY GOOD IN FINDING PEOPLE. I should work for Intel, hahaha.

That's for tonight....going to post something tomorrow or tomorrow tomorrow hahaha. I got some shocking news and daily story to share! :) 

Teddy Bear

Teddy Bear!!! Wassup? actually i have no intention to post something or i can say i have no inspiration to talk about here....Just edited my blog into the simple white one, inspired by those fashion blogs...They are all indeed so pretty, creative, and living in UK! they're all good and UK is AMAZING (for me, for us). Right now I'm listening to Lyn's Teddy Bear, love the song and the title is cute but never thought that this is a sad song, as i said before the title is too cute for the story :p 

Anyway, Congrats GRADUATES! <3

Congrats to my beloved sissy and my love one, well it isn't officially "My" but whatever, Congrats dude!!!!

I'll talk randomly, from one topic to another topic. Okay, So...I arrived Jakarta 3weeks ago and I'm doing good here (of course). I have met some of my friends and some's not. I don't know but things keep changing and also people and also feeling, aww. There are some who gives warm welcome and a bit hmm welcome greetings.But still thank you, my friends. Today my former classmate came to my house and then we went to grabbed lunch together in McDonald's, had a good and crazy time with them, they keep talking about what I'm missing the whole last school year. And Egi, my annoying friend keep talking about her boyfriendS and Geraldine. She said, "Ren, I told Aldine that u're already in Jakarta and I asked Aldine if he wants to come to your house" and Aldine answered with "Apaan sih Gi......." Egi, Velin and Shinta kept talking about Geraldine and how they teased Geraldine...and that was kinda blew my mind away....Oh No, U got girlfriend already! t'was too bad....

Daddy just got home last night from Kalimantan, we picked him up in the place where the shuttle from airport arrived then we ate dinner together. That restaurant is a bit WOW because they got a lot of BABOY menu there. I miss sisig! and I miss U! <3

My eldest sister will get home this coming Friday, and this Saturday my big family from mother's side will hold a big event which is Grand Pa's 80 birthday celebration and their 54 wedding anniversary...

I have a lot of planning to see my friends but its just too hard to make it happen. Actually it is not but because we're living in a different place where too far to reach for each other.When the right time comes, we'll see each other...right, chris?

Umm about macbook, I checked it already and my mom said its okay if I want but after one minute of thinking I changed my mind......I'll get that one after I get my own salary. (It's such a waste for reckless person like me and I'm just a normal college student).

Haiiiiii.....lets talk about my little crush!!! I have this thought million times, I really really want to talk to you at least to say "HI" "kumusta?", but I'm way too shy. (I thought i have sold my pride but i still have little bit) Can he just say hi first and I'll continue till the dawn come? ME. REALLY. WANT. TO. TALK. TO. THIS. STRANGER. Bakit? Hindi ko rin alam. I just can't fight this feeling anymore (backsound) One thing that I'm strongly believe that you see me, you feel me but you're just like me....We're helplessly want to talk to each other but we have no courage. (Well, If I'm wrong about this please forgive me, u know...I'm just too in love....I'm admitting this kinda love love thingy but isn't it kinda yuck? lets just say I'm admiring u). U know what they said "STRANGER makes the best LOVERS". Well, that's what I think honestly. 

Lyn-Teddy Bear

I still remembered I told Ysah i have crush on someone and I thought your name is Sean but I was wrong....then I saw you I see a Teddy Bear.

Nighty Night my love.

trip to my future hubby's lunch place

Hi! So, I just cook rice...I am terribly hungry for rice, ha ha ha. 
Yesterday I went out of town with my sister and my neighbor and her friends and her boyfriend. It was a very good day! Been stuck in this city for 10months and also great to see other part of Philippines (Luzon area). 

We went to bus terminal around 5 in the morning, we took the bus to Pasay City and there were 7 of us, its also my first time to get out of house in the very early morning (except for two FUN RUN i joined, but it was close to my apartment). On the way I saw people were waiting for train, and the line was amazingly long. There are some cute guys there ha ha ha. We arrived at Alaya Terminal, we met ate Cel's boyfriend and also we had our breakfast in Jollibee.

SM-ALAYA (taken/edit @shattsu)

We took mini Van to Korean Embassy! YEAAAY!!!! I was 'kinda' excited to go to Korean embassy ha ha ha, for your information I'm not the who going apply for visa but My sister and Ate Cel ha ha ha. It took a pretty long time in Embassy for them but such bad luck, they haven't submitted the document because its lacking of school record paper. Wishing them to get the visa as soon as possible! I wanted to take picture in front of the embassy but the guards are so scary with the big gun. 

Enchanted Kingdom! HERE WE COME!!!!!!!!!! >,< I'm superb excited, not for riding the games there but for PICTURES....ha ha ha! It took less than 2hours to go to Enchanted Kingdom for McKinley, Makati. Actually I'm in love with McKinley, that place was like Kuningan City where we all know what kind of people who living there (Oops yes I'm talking about level). Back to EK, when we arrived there, it was such a bad luck for my sister and ate cel because EK is closed from Monday to Wednesday HA HA HA HA!!!! But we took pictures there and DUFAN masih lebih bagus dari EK :p hahahaha.

I'm taking it as I should go here with my future (taken/edit @shattsu)

Don't loose your faith=Don't loose your pose

Enchanted was such a ha ha experience! LOL. We do not loose hope, we went somewhere more FUN than enchanted! WHERE IS IT? WHERE IS IT? SOLENAD, NUVALI, ST.ROSA!!!!!! Solenad is just like Rest Area where you can biking, giving food to fishes, taking pictures and EAT! This is the story :3 

We were going to get our lunch, they were deciding where we can eat and then Ate Cel's boyfriend chose PIG OUT! The food was great, big portion (but for me its not that enough if we have to share), halo-halo was crazy it was so big but it doesn't taste like HALO-HALO, ha! when we come inside the PIG OUT, there are some business men who's having their lunch, there are Korean, American, Filipino and some other men. There's a guy wearing black with black pants, super simple style but he really really caught my eye, EYES! SMILE!! His smile, I'm melting inside and outside ha ha ha!!! He's not really tall, OK body structure, but AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA breathe!!!!!! The point is Oh Lord,We didn't go inside Enchanted instead we went to Solenad but You just showing what I'm going to have in the future Lord....Thank you so much! 

Okay, that was my dear diary about what I felt when I saw that guy! I'm sure sure super sure he's a success man! Tuhan, Eren mau yang begitu, TUHAN!! >,< Showing me your way when the time is come, Lord! ahahah. Please do not laugh because I'm being serious. Then we went to Tagaytay area, YEAYY!! >,< We went to a church, I forgot the name. I miss Puncak!

taken/edit @shatsu

TAAL VOLCANO, next destination. Actually we didn't directly go to Taal Volcano recreation place, hahaha. We went to Taal Volcano Hotel, ate cel's boyfriend (maybe) thought we can see that area clearly from that Hotel but because it was cloudy we can't see it clearly. But I took a picture and I think its clear enough.

View from Taal Volcano Hotel (taken/edit @shattsu)

the clouds' super exaggerated by PhotoScape. aha!

And we finally went to the real Taal Volcano recreation place. ITS RAINING!!!! totally cold and cool! We were suppose to do zip-line but we cancel due to the crazy raining. My sister and other ate took pictures with snake(s) and crocodile, but I'm not...its kinda yuckie. The final destination we went MOA, I was roamed and looked for J.CO but because the place is TOO BIG its kinda hard to find in 30minutes. Its already around 7something and we should go home. The trip was great, I had FUN, and i had you. ahahah Just kidding!

Young and Emotionally unstable.

Helllooooooooooooo!!!! How have you been? How are you doing? Apa kabar? Kumusta ka na? I'm totally not good in starting a conversation nor posting.
So before I start, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! isn't it this is the first post since my birthday last February? So, I had a blast late birthday celebration with my sister and Ms.Kwak Jin Young (our Korean friend). It was super fun, I got a lot birthday greetings, and birthday gifts from Ms.Kwak and My sissy.
The last week of February was our college days and I came the second and third day, it was okay maybe fun but I'm not that sure, haha. And then next Monday will be our final examination, WOOT WOOT!!! I'm super excited, I should gather my spirit, mind, and heart to review all the subjects because its cover to cover T_T and after exam its officially summer vacation, I'm going back to Indonesia (probably) in the early April but if not I'll go back before April 14 (my visa will expire on that day), I'll go back to Philippines in the second week of June.


I'm still wondering if there is someone or some people who reading my blog? Or maybe not. Okay.
Actually I have lot of things in mind for the past days, but its too hard (laziness problem) for me to take time and sit down and writing what's on my mind. So, today I was at school the whole day for practice and I currently have something big thought in my mind, and I think it'll be good if i post take sometime to write and pop out every little thing.


For the past weeks I feel scared, afraid (what's the different?) about what will happen on June. For sure I will go back to continue my study here in the Philippines. Last last months I thought it would be fun, living alone would be okay for me then the more closer I get to June I feel afraid, can I do this...can I do that? can I sleep alone at night? can I manage my life by my own? will I cry or not? for sure I will. I have lot of thought about living alone, and about where will I stay...Is it in Ps.Ed's house or Ps.Avel's place, well I'm still confuse and I just can't decide but still I have to decide because it my choice to live here. But one thing that I know this is my choice and I believe this is God's big plan for me. I put my trust in Him and let things happen in His way.


Because its final exam and the last semester for the first year, so we have final requirement for almost all the subjects, I felt kinda pissed off with my friend. We have research paper to do, the instructor giving this to us like month ago and every time I tried to talk to my friend, she just nodded and I thought we're done...but No, even the outline is not done yet...I'm kinda pissed off because of that. I talked to the instructor if I can do the research paper by my own and he said "Yes" so I was doing the research paper the whole Monday, and the next day the other member of the group told me that my friend is the one who going to do the research paper and I told him I'm done with that...the crazies thing ever, they asked me if they can join me with my research paper and I said "Yes"........sweet neblets! I know I'm blessed!


Now, BAND AID! I do not have lot of things to say about band aid.............It's just like I'm confuse about my statement before, I said "The first day of the school, I saw you" but I think I got wrong, it wasn't you............It was.............duttt!!! SECRETOO!!! I'm super sorry, I think I have crush on someone else :[ but still i have crush on you.....SEE? I'm emotionally UNSTABLE.

Rose are red, Violet are blue..............I'm emotionally unstable, Please love me.

Let me say something, when I have crush on someone it will last year even years....Once Kak Tika said "You will forget the old one when you find someone who attracts your eyes but it will happen after months or year or even years".............(Not sure if she still remember or not).


Anyway, I don't know why but white shirt is not really work on you.....What I mean is its not about the color but because your body is kinda too, ya you know lah......But you know the blue or purple, Nah I think its blue t-shirt, its really good on you. I think you should try black collar shirt, it'll look good......do not use yellow its kinda like poop poop. Hahahaha, peace. 
Work and pray hard for the bright future, isn't it good if you can buy house, car, travelling, buy all things that you want by your own? It's because we are blessed and you just need to nail the bless! ;)


Like the other people, I also have plans, dreams, wishes...............but one thing I'm superb sure I am blessed and no one can deny how blessed I am, and I'm going to nail every plans, every dreams, every wishes that I have with the power of my best best Friend ever. You know I'm a friend of God, he calls me friend.


7:24 I'm going to clean up my room, cook rice and waiting my sissy!!!
>,< big love, Rence.

gathering my faith

Hello people! 18 days more to my BIRTHDAY!!! Eawwww!!!
This month is indeed a trial month, starting with exam, my hair is totally damaged, and family problem. I feel like i wanna burst out of laughs and tears. Well, I choose food! Hahaha....Its kinda cuh-ra-zey but i really into food lately i eat like a BEAST....you can see my cheeks is getting bigger, aha who cares? well I do care, but do diet in Philippines....I don't think I can! :P

As I said before I rebond my hair last Friday, too bad the result is not worth enough with what i spent for my hair. The lady who did my hair, she totally burned my hair and the result is my hair is literally die and she didn't do anything to fix my hair, I even go to the branch but they're just giving me simple treatment like hair spa but it is not working, my hair getting worst day by day. I do my own treatment almost every night, i put coconut oil and cream silk and too bad cream silk is not really work on my hair then i got dandruff...Ooo how lucky I am! I really really stress over my hair, but it is really indeed (exaggerate) damaged.....Now i'm gathering my faith to cut off my hair again. I feel super sucks, I was waiting for 6months to see my hair longer but huhhh this is what I got... But no need to blame anyone, I'll just take it easy and maybe i will cut off my hair in the end of the month. Life's getting hard when I'm turning 17, huh? I think so :P

"Living abroad is one of million way to wash your brain." - I've changed so much

" I want to be with someone who is smarter than me but sometimes it sucks to know there's someone who is smarter than me" -Random Thought 

xoxo-Renc

ibarat main maplestory, I'm out of energy!

Hi! I just got home 10minutes ago and I  had a pretty good and long day........I was sick, well until now I'm still sick. I have fever, flu, and headache since yesterday. On busy weeks like now its really bad having this kinda sick. 
When i got home my sister gave pretty good news that SHE BROKE MY MUSIC PLAYER..... Like seriouuuuuuuuuuussslllyy!!!!!! Now i'm between I wanna mad and being cool! And I chose being "OK lang", outta choice. 
And why the title above is "Ibarat main maplestory, I'm out of energy!". 
As we all know or maybe just me, I broke my 2 cellphones. first, my blackberry....lets just say, it was jet-lagged and effecting the trackball....I'm being serious now, when I arrived Philippines my bb's trackball suddenly cannot go up and now cannot go to the right...BAD TRIP!!!!
And my 2nd phone is Samsung, my precious Samsung, my very first cellphone in high-school........this is the shorty story, I was taking bath and i put my cellphone at the top of the flush-bowl and I think my phone got splash of the water, and stupid me i didn't take out the battery and now its officially broken.
Pity me, Poor me,..... I have nothing now...I don't have cellphone, I don't have mp3, I have nothing........I really really have to/Need to go back to Indonesia and recharge all my energy...In other words, I have to get new cellphone from my mom, get new music player, get new laptop......this is crazy but my hands is really creative in breaking things.
I'm not gadget freak-er but i really really need this stuffs.


Anyway, Countdown to my BIRTHDAY!!!!

xx-SharonD

Renc's WRP of 2012

WRP stands for Wish, Resolution, Pray. I have written my WRP on my planner but I'm going to share here in my blog. I think last year I didn't make any post about my WRP for 2011, unlike 2010 I've written what all I want, I need, and it all came true. I don't have a lot of wishes but I have lotsa prayers and of course I have revolution every year.


Renc's Wishes:
- Mac Book
Why Mac Book? I really need laptop, though I have laptop but I think I have to get a new one, and I really want Mac Book. I told my mom already about this one and she said "OK". Let's see when will I get my Mac Book. :]
- Blackberry Storm2 
Why BB? Actually I have 2 cellphones now, I have Samsung and Blackberry Curve. But I broke all of them. I just showered my Samsung couple days ago and now I'm using my blackberry but the trackball isn't working well. I end up with using none phone. And I just wanna have touch-screen cellphone that's why I choose storm :]
- Semester Break holiday (Singapore)
Why on Sembreak and Singapore? I have less than a month holiday on Sembreak and I'm sure it'll be pretty boring if I just stay in my dorm. And I have my auntie who lives in Singapore and I think there's direct flight from Clark to SG, so it'll be pretty interesting to wander in SG. Though I have to start saving from now ;]


RENC's Prays:
- Long life for Daddy, Mommy, Angie, Nita, and Me....All my big family members.
- More bless physical. financial and Spiritual
- College life going smoothly.
- More Smart
- Good life in the Philippines
- For Daddy, Angie, Nita...for their works
- Mommy and her ministry and social work
- All people around me and for all things which will happen, I pray everything going according to God's will.
- [If God allow me] I wanna have a boyfriend ;]


RENC's revolution:
- More PRETTY! :']
- Study more hard
- [lurusin rambut/punya pacar] =D
- Develop my english skill
- More socialize with people around me


That's ALL!!!!! I'M SURE THIS IS THE YEAR OF BLESSINGS IN EVERY ASPECTS OF MY LIFE!!!
I SPEAK THE GOODNESS OF GOD, I SPEAK VICTORY, I SPEAK ABOUT BEING SUCCESS, AND I AM OVERWHELM BY THE GOODNESS OF MY LORD! :')