The Beautitutes

My best-friend told me, I probably will look different this summer or I'm maturer than before (maybe that's what she meant). I told her I'm only getting older and wishing I'm wiser. The past days, I spent my midnight reading my bible, a wow level-up. I enjoy every scripture I read, it does open new perspective. Indeed, that's the greatest book on earth. 

How is college? I would love to say, its doing great. It does, well it's just that the great things sometimes only achieved after we face mountain of problems. I'm facing it right now. I don't want to see college as burden in life, I believe this is part of learning, part of life. Well, I do keep myself  on positive perspective. And grateful for every bit of dilemma, problems, steps am facing right now.

Love and Friendship. I am so grateful having Mariana and Riris, my high-school bestfriends. Tasya, my forever mate from middle school. I learn things about friendship here, rather I'm grateful for these Women of God. My mates, my best-friends, they do keep me in balance. And most of it, they support me in everything I do, they tell me when they don't like about something, we share same vision. 

I found myself in funny way where I always considered people every time I made "Yes" decision instead they do find my decision oppose their wants or what suppose to happen. I just don't get, am I in a wrong way? Your good is NOT good enough. Learn more, Do good things not because of people but for Him. 

At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.  But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, He saved us,not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. Titus 3-5a

I don't find myself very religious, I do think I'm a bitch sometimes but I long to learn How he loves us so I can learn to love others the way he does. So sound religious, but I'm telling you, when you realize about love is the greatest of all things, you will know the real means of freedom in life.

Once I pray the lyrics of Hosanna, it says, show me how to love like You have loved, breaks my heart from what breaks Yours. It does break a heart when hatred bigger than love.

Love is louder than pressure to be perfect. Especially His Love.

With love,

Rence.

And yes! Couple pics of mine today needed to be post too! Thanks to Ram and Roshita for make up and Hair do! Super love!

 Last thing! I was searching MotherTukker in India on google last February 28 instead I found my pics on search engine. So funny and brought highest happiness on my birthday. More interesting, Max Cantellow replied my tweets two times and one fave (so detail!) So favorite MotherTukker!