The idea of getting drunk and being cool

X: Lets get some beer when you're here!

Y: Sure, excited to see u!

Z: Well, you don't drink dear....

I just arrived home from Friday Night's out with my senior in campus. I keep on thinking about being invited to have some drinks. Shall i say Yes or Shall i say no? If we say No, people rather will think of us in negative perspective; if we say yes, we somehow find ourselves out of place. But those thoughts are actually immature yet happening in reality. Or i can say that's the least thing of a wise person can think about.

Its funny because we want people to adapt our values, rules and regulations yet we don't give chance to understand others'.

I'm not coming because I don't drink or I'm not coming because its bad or I'm not coming because I don't wanna pay for that (well, that's a cheap reason for not coming :p). We made indirect reason to avoid the chance of understanding others' values, rules and regulations.  

If life is all about being safe in comfort zone then there'll be no learning, no realization about how cool life is, and most of it there'll be no wise man.

I'm not saying that the idea of getting drunk is alright but the idea of enjoying life, get out of your comfort zone, say Yes if you think it does challenge your life. Whether its cool or not, rather it does not matter. It's not about what we face, its about the process, the idea of enjoying it and have it as adventure. We don't have to change our values in order to understand others'. Have things under your skin and learning comes within ourselves on how we digest it, and last not least, saying Yes is good. Say Yes not because you want to please others but take it as adventure in life. And I know, you know where and when you have to say or NO!

Be happy and Enjoy life! .... Let your LIGHT shines in the darkness.

with love,

Rence

#SongOfTheWeek

The Beautitutes

My best-friend told me, I probably will look different this summer or I'm maturer than before (maybe that's what she meant). I told her I'm only getting older and wishing I'm wiser. The past days, I spent my midnight reading my bible, a wow level-up. I enjoy every scripture I read, it does open new perspective. Indeed, that's the greatest book on earth. 

How is college? I would love to say, its doing great. It does, well it's just that the great things sometimes only achieved after we face mountain of problems. I'm facing it right now. I don't want to see college as burden in life, I believe this is part of learning, part of life. Well, I do keep myself  on positive perspective. And grateful for every bit of dilemma, problems, steps am facing right now.

Love and Friendship. I am so grateful having Mariana and Riris, my high-school bestfriends. Tasya, my forever mate from middle school. I learn things about friendship here, rather I'm grateful for these Women of God. My mates, my best-friends, they do keep me in balance. And most of it, they support me in everything I do, they tell me when they don't like about something, we share same vision. 

I found myself in funny way where I always considered people every time I made "Yes" decision instead they do find my decision oppose their wants or what suppose to happen. I just don't get, am I in a wrong way? Your good is NOT good enough. Learn more, Do good things not because of people but for Him. 

At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.  But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, He saved us,not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. Titus 3-5a

I don't find myself very religious, I do think I'm a bitch sometimes but I long to learn How he loves us so I can learn to love others the way he does. So sound religious, but I'm telling you, when you realize about love is the greatest of all things, you will know the real means of freedom in life.

Once I pray the lyrics of Hosanna, it says, show me how to love like You have loved, breaks my heart from what breaks Yours. It does break a heart when hatred bigger than love.

Love is louder than pressure to be perfect. Especially His Love.

With love,

Rence.

And yes! Couple pics of mine today needed to be post too! Thanks to Ram and Roshita for make up and Hair do! Super love!

 Last thing! I was searching MotherTukker in India on google last February 28 instead I found my pics on search engine. So funny and brought highest happiness on my birthday. More interesting, Max Cantellow replied my tweets two times and one fave (so detail!) So favorite MotherTukker!

one and half away

Hi! Its been month? months? since my last post. Writing from my beautiful parents' house in Jakarta. I am having my semester break now, its about 3-weeks and I am leaving for Philippines next Friday. Unlike lasts arrival, it felt exciting but this time when i put my sandals at Soekarno-Hatta, i felt cool, no excitement left. Or am i being......used to it?

I am starting my 6th sem of College this November 11. I am so excited (not really), i am excited to graduate, i honestly tired of school, home, malls. If people think i'm having cool life there then they should put themselves in my shoes. The idea is cool but the way i do it, it didn't. That's why i am so into it, with the last 3-sems, I am hoping to graduate without any issue with my grades (I don't know in other college, but in my school...when its about to graduate, there'll always be missing grades....i hope i wont get into it).

I don't know about friends. I feel like I dont really have friends, like real one. They come and go or was it me? I don't give much attention?

And i met Kak Tika days ago, OMG! It is indeed a blessing to meet her through a friend in Brazil. I mean, i met an Indonesian through a foreigner, lol! and we became cyber-sissy since last world cup. And next year is gonna be 2014 World CUP! Man, I'm excited!!!

I am tri-sem away from graduating and I haven't got into the blossom of college love-life. Lol! I mean, WHY????????? aahhhh sejujur nya....kadang......saya juga mauuu >.< tapi mungkin belum waktu nya. Kadang ada moment disaat gue udah mau pulang and i was like "Wait, I am going home then who am i goin to see? My friends? we met like every holiday".

And anyway, i am TOTALLY into UK-Youtuber and a South African one. I love Tanya Burr! I found them through SORTED Food (another greattt food channel in Youtube!) first i fell in-love with Jack and Finn (particularly Finn!...but he got gf), and now I am deeply in love with Tanya Burr, I watched every video of her and Jim...& also another cool-couple, Zoe-Alfie....!!!!! I love them as much as I love Tan&Jim. ShoutOut to Marcus Butler (my new love), Caspar Lee (I am addicted!) and TYLER OAKLEY!!! Woottt wootttt

Please, wishing me best and giving prayers to me for this new semester. Stay in love (galau is not prohibited too but to stay in-love is way-AMAZING)

With Love,

Rence