Yes! I am reading Joshua Harris' book. I have read 'Stop Dating the Church', now currently reading this amazing 'I kissed Dating Goodbye'. I'm not trying to do book review but somehow i feel my eyes are opened for something new, something better in store.
Joshua said in his book, What is the aim of relationship? Are you sure that you're going to marry the girl or the guy? or your relationship is aimless or aim to-an-end?
I feel so heartache lately, I feel like I have given false hope and stupidly I believed that. I'm having crush for a very long term is crazy, i mean we're not even in any serious relationship, not even talk but i feel weird, amazing heartache.
I just got home from Immigration, Manila, with Byron. I read the book, not yet done but almost done. I tried to understand the stories, tried to relate with people around me and most of it, I tried to relate on my aim of having a relationship.
And i go back to my reason why i want to have a boyfriend......because I feel alone somehow i can help myself from the loneliness but still i want, thats my heart desire....but not from God's perspective. I try not to being too religious. But i believe He got something awesome in store.
Honestly after i read the book, I understand that, my relationship isn't only going to church every week (I am longing for this) but We need to, have to serve our Lord together. I don't want the 'demand of relationship' makes our weekend waste in mall, shopping, eating, movie-ing (Although i want all this things) but I try to see in God's perspective. He has given the BEST out of the best...Why don't we give our best too?
Keeping the healthy (body, mind, spiritually, soul) relationship with God's lead. That's all i want to pray, but for the mean time, I thank Jesus for the blessings, for school, for good friends, and let me just enjoy this before someone in store is coming out!
I salute Joshua Harris for writing amazing amazing book, which has opened another perspective in my life. And for Stop Dating the Church, i start to open and to see where i really can give my heart unto.
Cheers,
Sharon.
No comments:
Post a Comment
hello..thankyo for comment guys :)