one and half away

Hi! Its been month? months? since my last post. Writing from my beautiful parents' house in Jakarta. I am having my semester break now, its about 3-weeks and I am leaving for Philippines next Friday. Unlike lasts arrival, it felt exciting but this time when i put my sandals at Soekarno-Hatta, i felt cool, no excitement left. Or am i being......used to it?

I am starting my 6th sem of College this November 11. I am so excited (not really), i am excited to graduate, i honestly tired of school, home, malls. If people think i'm having cool life there then they should put themselves in my shoes. The idea is cool but the way i do it, it didn't. That's why i am so into it, with the last 3-sems, I am hoping to graduate without any issue with my grades (I don't know in other college, but in my school...when its about to graduate, there'll always be missing grades....i hope i wont get into it).

I don't know about friends. I feel like I dont really have friends, like real one. They come and go or was it me? I don't give much attention?

And i met Kak Tika days ago, OMG! It is indeed a blessing to meet her through a friend in Brazil. I mean, i met an Indonesian through a foreigner, lol! and we became cyber-sissy since last world cup. And next year is gonna be 2014 World CUP! Man, I'm excited!!!

I am tri-sem away from graduating and I haven't got into the blossom of college love-life. Lol! I mean, WHY????????? aahhhh sejujur nya....kadang......saya juga mauuu >.< tapi mungkin belum waktu nya. Kadang ada moment disaat gue udah mau pulang and i was like "Wait, I am going home then who am i goin to see? My friends? we met like every holiday".

And anyway, i am TOTALLY into UK-Youtuber and a South African one. I love Tanya Burr! I found them through SORTED Food (another greattt food channel in Youtube!) first i fell in-love with Jack and Finn (particularly Finn!...but he got gf), and now I am deeply in love with Tanya Burr, I watched every video of her and Jim...& also another cool-couple, Zoe-Alfie....!!!!! I love them as much as I love Tan&Jim. ShoutOut to Marcus Butler (my new love), Caspar Lee (I am addicted!) and TYLER OAKLEY!!! Woottt wootttt

Please, wishing me best and giving prayers to me for this new semester. Stay in love (galau is not prohibited too but to stay in-love is way-AMAZING)

With Love,

Rence

second month, again

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Aku mau ulang tahun lohhh *sok imut* :))) Tiba-tiba pengen banget ngeblog pake bahasa indonesia, meskipun gak bener-bener BENER bahasa indonesia gue alias slang, yang penting bahasa indonesia. Hahahah gak jelas ya?

Jadi kemaren itu GAJIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!! Gila gak sih, gue kerja aja belom tapi tiap bulan gw gajian, umr jakarta brapa? Ya sgtu deh, dua kali lipat dari itu, gila ya! Kalo dipikir-pikir gue sangat dahsyat diBERKATI! :)) TERIMAKASIH TUHAN YESUS, terimakasih Papa, terimakasih mama, terimakasih angel, dan TERIMAKAAAAAAAAAASIH NITA yang suka mensabotase jumlah pengiriman menjadi lebih banyak hahaha! Tau gak sih lo, dollar sekarang cuman P41 kurang, lo bayangin kalo dia jatoh ke P39, gw ada di state of calamity! maka nya gue berdoa buat America dan perekonomian mereka, gue berdoa semakin hari dollar semakin naik. AMEN!

Cerita nya mau burrito date nih sama temen kampus gue, terus gue ke apartment nya dia, ehhhhhhhhhhh dia nya gak ada....udah gitu, itu apartment yang sebenarnya hotel dan isi nya American semua, sumpah gue takut abis kedaerah diamond lagi. Gue takut dikira perempuan gak bener terus digodain om-om...-___-
Alhasil, gue jalan kaki sepaaaaaaaanjang jalan kenangan di Diamond sampe 7/11 terus gue ke marquee sendirian! BURRITO DATE!! akhir nya yakk gue mem-burrito kan diri setelah planning-in ini. Jadi rasa nya gimana? Enak! tp agak bingung, sebenarnya itu masakan padang apa mexico? Kenapa pedes bgt???? EH terus gue muter-muter, gue beli gelang gtu (gelang rempong banyak yang harus diiket-iket, tapi lucu), trs gue ke American Bazaar beli pengharum ruangan, abis itu beli blazer deh YEAAAAAAAAY! tadi nya mau nonton tapi udah malem, takut diculik.

Eh gue mau ulang TAHUNNNNNNNNNNN! O M G gue akan menjadi anak umur 18 tahun dalam 27 hari! dan gue mau masuk semester 5 YIHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! gila, yg lain mgkn pikir gue pinter kuadrat kali ya? hahaha.....Eniweiii gue bakal wisuda umur 20, trs master, trs kerja, terus punya rumah, eh mobil dulu deh, kalo soal pacar...............Kata nya bapak pendeta, Ps. Ru De la torre.....Cari Tuhan dulu, utamain Tuhan nya, pacaran itu step sebelum nikah, emang udah mau nikah besok? EAAAAAAAAAAAAAA dalem bgt kan? Gue mau belajar dulu deh, mau cari Tuhan dulu, mau dapet undergrad/post-grad dulu....tapi kalo sepanjang jalan ada yang berjalan juga................kenapa tidak? Jiahahahah.

Mungkin gue tidak begitu beruntung yang dalam berpacar-pacaran. Pacaran sama Tommy 9jam itu mungkin awal dari semua nya hahahah. Lucu nya yak! Kenapa yg gw suka diem-diem suka laki juga? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Yaampun, bukannya diskriminasi tapi semakin banyak yang begitu, semakin berkurang populasi!!!

Akhir-akhir suka liat Jampang di facebook, gue sih gak ada perasaan apa-apa. Lucu aja! Lucu aja, suka geraldine sampe 2 tahun. Was it worth to wait?......................
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyy yg lalu biar berlalu.
Gue liat-liat ya dan gue pikir-pikir, Gue lebih cocok sama yang pake suit atau at least yang udah professional lah...Satu gue kalo pake baju agak-agak gimana ya, terus kalo pacar gue suka pake jeans rombeng sama kaos belel doang gimana, Engga unyuh? Coba sama  bapak dosen, GILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA cocok banget kita ciynnn!! :))

Udahan deh, udah mau gila....nanti gak abis-abis :)
Happy Second month again!

I can be................

Hello! Its been pretty while since my last post, ive been busy with school and school and school. I actually been busy with my feelings, complicated feelings. Honestly i cant get off the homesick feeling until last monday, i feel so heavy, i feel like things are not going right, i feel misplaced, and other negative vibrate I felt. Now im all set! I feel Great! I should feel great all time. Best is yet to come but Lord has made it beautifully. Amen!
I really wanna know the anniversary of this blog, I think ive been doing this for years. I should celebrate this year!

I can be................there are things that bother me lately, I wanna know why guys really love love love girl with long straight hair? and theyre actually stereotyping these girls as the most beautiful girl (or is it only me?) Hahahha. I have to admit that I am an observer (not a stalker), I observe I watch I look all things around me (but I do stalk sometimes). Joke!.............and honestly I know I am pretty, smart, blessed, def  a success person (amen to that) but i do sometimes feel insecure around these girls. I am not jealous or envy, i like them seriously meskipun kadang-kadang bete kalo deke-deket mereka hahahah (masih manusia).

What Im trying to say is.....I may not have that long pretty straight hair, I may not be that tall, I cant explain how cardiac muscle works perfectly, i cant get journal entries perfectly, i cant flip my hair like the others do, I bun my hair like everyday but I can be that pretty date for dinners, silly chat mate, coffee-mate, good listener, a wise-to-be adviser, other than that i can be your stylist (trust me i have a good taste in style) and your shopping mate!

Love, Rence! 2013 KITA BISA!