one and half away

Hi! Its been month? months? since my last post. Writing from my beautiful parents' house in Jakarta. I am having my semester break now, its about 3-weeks and I am leaving for Philippines next Friday. Unlike lasts arrival, it felt exciting but this time when i put my sandals at Soekarno-Hatta, i felt cool, no excitement left. Or am i being......used to it?

I am starting my 6th sem of College this November 11. I am so excited (not really), i am excited to graduate, i honestly tired of school, home, malls. If people think i'm having cool life there then they should put themselves in my shoes. The idea is cool but the way i do it, it didn't. That's why i am so into it, with the last 3-sems, I am hoping to graduate without any issue with my grades (I don't know in other college, but in my school...when its about to graduate, there'll always be missing grades....i hope i wont get into it).

I don't know about friends. I feel like I dont really have friends, like real one. They come and go or was it me? I don't give much attention?

And i met Kak Tika days ago, OMG! It is indeed a blessing to meet her through a friend in Brazil. I mean, i met an Indonesian through a foreigner, lol! and we became cyber-sissy since last world cup. And next year is gonna be 2014 World CUP! Man, I'm excited!!!

I am tri-sem away from graduating and I haven't got into the blossom of college love-life. Lol! I mean, WHY????????? aahhhh sejujur nya....kadang......saya juga mauuu >.< tapi mungkin belum waktu nya. Kadang ada moment disaat gue udah mau pulang and i was like "Wait, I am going home then who am i goin to see? My friends? we met like every holiday".

And anyway, i am TOTALLY into UK-Youtuber and a South African one. I love Tanya Burr! I found them through SORTED Food (another greattt food channel in Youtube!) first i fell in-love with Jack and Finn (particularly Finn!...but he got gf), and now I am deeply in love with Tanya Burr, I watched every video of her and Jim...& also another cool-couple, Zoe-Alfie....!!!!! I love them as much as I love Tan&Jim. ShoutOut to Marcus Butler (my new love), Caspar Lee (I am addicted!) and TYLER OAKLEY!!! Woottt wootttt

Please, wishing me best and giving prayers to me for this new semester. Stay in love (galau is not prohibited too but to stay in-love is way-AMAZING)

With Love,

Rence