Good Night cyber world. It's been weeks since my last post and it's 48hours before Christmas. Last month of a year where everyone should be happy and full of joy but I can't feel the Christmas spirit this year, or let's just say I skip Christmas this year. Actually, Pasko sa Pilipinas, my very first experience being far away from home especially it's Christmas. It's indeed hard, I keep encouraging my heart, my soul, my mind to keep me sober.
Now, I want to recap the last 3years of my life. Started from 2009, 2010, 2011. Before I want to say "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year". Although I will post something before new year about my WRP's 2012.
Let's get started!
2009 - First year High School where everything seem so great, and went under my plan. Such a good year, I got what I wanted, I got new phone (my very first samsung phone), I got my own laptop, I did such a good job in 10th grade, I even place at the top 10 of the class, I joined Christian Organization, I started become Worship Leader at school, Met good friends, I met Geraldine, It's a good one and I overwhelmed of His blessed.
2010- January to April was good even great months for me, I have done good things on my education life, I started to know cyber life, chatting, get to know with people for other country through social network, my very first chat-mate from UK (not last until now), I met Grego the Brazilian boy then I knew Tika through him (Our friendship last until now, she's like my best cyber sister ever), On June I chose to be part of Science Class which I should've chose Social Class for my own good, Struggling and also having fun in Science Class, I learnt a lot from this Class and helped me become who I am right now though I made stupid mistakes at the first time, I was chosen as committee chairman for youth camp at school, I struggled I gave my best but no one give their eyes to see what I've done to this event, anyway thank you for choosing me...Back to December 2010, I had a little miss-understanding with my classmate but thanks to him for making my December little bit blue. I acknowledge my mistake and thank you :') Last December we had party for my mommy and daddy's wedding anniversary, still remembered we went to Puncak right after the event end with my aunt's family and my sister's boyfriend (Now EX-bf), New Year I spent my time at Grand Ma's house, I played fireworks with my cousins and if I'm not wrong I went to Kelapa Gading Mall with Joel and it's freaking traffic. LOL.
2011- I can't thank enough to God for this year, He has given me so much good things this year. From January to April I was acting like I don't care about school, about everyone around me and I only care about my departure to Philippines. I had a blast birthday this year, my classmate gave me a shock surprise in front of the class and I got big teddy bear from my beloved Rangers. The shock-est moment was when I knew I was in TOP2 at class, I was like "Please I was just playing around, fooling around and I am on the TOP2" it's burden me so much, especially when my friends talked about me and they were like "She cheated during exam, She got the answers from me" and I was like "Please I AM NOT THAT STUPID, though I fooling around I still have brain and it's working on it's way" Hahahha good times with them. I left for Philippines April 16th, started school a week after my arrival, though I kept saying "No, I don't feel any Culture Shock" but I did actually...I was crying, crying, I even make a war between me and my sister because I told her I want to go home, She said "I don't trust you anymore, and You waste my money", Oooouch that's hurt, TRUST ME! but my mommy and daddy said with calm expression "No, it's Okay if you wanna go home, let's just say u went to PH for vacation" Hahahha see, how cool my parents is?! Day by day I spend my time at school, home, SM, and other places in Angeles City, I have to admit I love being here, having my own life where no one have to ask me to do this - to do that, but the sad thing when I wake up in the morning and I wake up alone which I used to be waken by my mom shouting my name "Renceeee, bangun" and now I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth alone though they said you live with your sister...No, We have our own life, we're both busy (though I don't know what things make us busy). And now it's already 6months I live my own life, Huuuhhhh!! For 16 years old girl I have to admit I am brave enough and I did good job with my heart, mind, and my mouth which everyday it's executing good words to encourage my heart and mind. And it's Christmas and like what I said I will just skip Christmas because I don't feel like to celebrate anything, but deep inside my heart I thank God for His goodness, His bless re-new every morning. I know how bad I am but it's not about me, It's about His love and forgiveness from our Lord. Having Christmas in this state of situation is tearing my heart, I feel like I want to cry but no one would care if I cry, we're all have our own problem. I'd better keep my smile on it's place and just enjoy the days. From what I believe rain comes along with rainbow. So, no need to worry about life because He already plan something BIG for me and for you. :')
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Geraldine!!!!!! You know if we arestill together (No, I mean if we are together) it will be our 3rd Christmas together...Though I'm far away from you (BAHAHAHAHHAHA) I keep my eyes on you, and who know's what will happen in the future, who's knows next year will be our Christmas together. BAHAHAHAHHAHA. and guess what I've found it tumblr, they said Based on psychological study, a crush only last for 4months, If it exceeds it's already LOVE ..... Hahahha No IT'S CALLED STALKER!!
You say the time away makes your heart grow numb
But I can't stay just to prove you wrong
Oh, look at how farwe've come
Don't you know, don't you know that you're the one
Now, I want to recap the last 3years of my life. Started from 2009, 2010, 2011. Before I want to say "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year". Although I will post something before new year about my WRP's 2012.
Let's get started!
2009 - First year High School where everything seem so great, and went under my plan. Such a good year, I got what I wanted, I got new phone (my very first samsung phone), I got my own laptop, I did such a good job in 10th grade, I even place at the top 10 of the class, I joined Christian Organization, I started become Worship Leader at school, Met good friends, I met Geraldine, It's a good one and I overwhelmed of His blessed.
2010- January to April was good even great months for me, I have done good things on my education life, I started to know cyber life, chatting, get to know with people for other country through social network, my very first chat-mate from UK (not last until now), I met Grego the Brazilian boy then I knew Tika through him (Our friendship last until now, she's like my best cyber sister ever), On June I chose to be part of Science Class which I should've chose Social Class for my own good, Struggling and also having fun in Science Class, I learnt a lot from this Class and helped me become who I am right now though I made stupid mistakes at the first time, I was chosen as committee chairman for youth camp at school, I struggled I gave my best but no one give their eyes to see what I've done to this event, anyway thank you for choosing me...Back to December 2010, I had a little miss-understanding with my classmate but thanks to him for making my December little bit blue. I acknowledge my mistake and thank you :') Last December we had party for my mommy and daddy's wedding anniversary, still remembered we went to Puncak right after the event end with my aunt's family and my sister's boyfriend (Now EX-bf), New Year I spent my time at Grand Ma's house, I played fireworks with my cousins and if I'm not wrong I went to Kelapa Gading Mall with Joel and it's freaking traffic. LOL.
2011- I can't thank enough to God for this year, He has given me so much good things this year. From January to April I was acting like I don't care about school, about everyone around me and I only care about my departure to Philippines. I had a blast birthday this year, my classmate gave me a shock surprise in front of the class and I got big teddy bear from my beloved Rangers. The shock-est moment was when I knew I was in TOP2 at class, I was like "Please I was just playing around, fooling around and I am on the TOP2" it's burden me so much, especially when my friends talked about me and they were like "She cheated during exam, She got the answers from me" and I was like "Please I AM NOT THAT STUPID, though I fooling around I still have brain and it's working on it's way" Hahahha good times with them. I left for Philippines April 16th, started school a week after my arrival, though I kept saying "No, I don't feel any Culture Shock" but I did actually...I was crying, crying, I even make a war between me and my sister because I told her I want to go home, She said "I don't trust you anymore, and You waste my money", Oooouch that's hurt, TRUST ME! but my mommy and daddy said with calm expression "No, it's Okay if you wanna go home, let's just say u went to PH for vacation" Hahahha see, how cool my parents is?! Day by day I spend my time at school, home, SM, and other places in Angeles City, I have to admit I love being here, having my own life where no one have to ask me to do this - to do that, but the sad thing when I wake up in the morning and I wake up alone which I used to be waken by my mom shouting my name "Renceeee, bangun" and now I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth alone though they said you live with your sister...No, We have our own life, we're both busy (though I don't know what things make us busy). And now it's already 6months I live my own life, Huuuhhhh!! For 16 years old girl I have to admit I am brave enough and I did good job with my heart, mind, and my mouth which everyday it's executing good words to encourage my heart and mind. And it's Christmas and like what I said I will just skip Christmas because I don't feel like to celebrate anything, but deep inside my heart I thank God for His goodness, His bless re-new every morning. I know how bad I am but it's not about me, It's about His love and forgiveness from our Lord. Having Christmas in this state of situation is tearing my heart, I feel like I want to cry but no one would care if I cry, we're all have our own problem. I'd better keep my smile on it's place and just enjoy the days. From what I believe rain comes along with rainbow. So, no need to worry about life because He already plan something BIG for me and for you. :')
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Geraldine!!!!!! You know if we are
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| 2009-2010-2011....what about 2012? Can I go to church on christmas Eve with you next year? (Stop making me seem like an insane girl) Demi Lovato - My love is like a Star I try to build the walls to keep you safe When I'm not around But as soon as I'm away from you You say they come tumbling down |
But I can't stay just to prove you wrong
Oh, look at how far
Don't you know, don't you know that you're the one
Good Night, It's 12:18 AM.... 1 Araw nalang, Pasko Na! :)
Have a great one! MERRY LITTLE CHRISTMAS
Kisses&Hugs - Rence.
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