I can be................

Hello! Its been pretty while since my last post, ive been busy with school and school and school. I actually been busy with my feelings, complicated feelings. Honestly i cant get off the homesick feeling until last monday, i feel so heavy, i feel like things are not going right, i feel misplaced, and other negative vibrate I felt. Now im all set! I feel Great! I should feel great all time. Best is yet to come but Lord has made it beautifully. Amen!
I really wanna know the anniversary of this blog, I think ive been doing this for years. I should celebrate this year!

I can be................there are things that bother me lately, I wanna know why guys really love love love girl with long straight hair? and theyre actually stereotyping these girls as the most beautiful girl (or is it only me?) Hahahha. I have to admit that I am an observer (not a stalker), I observe I watch I look all things around me (but I do stalk sometimes). Joke!.............and honestly I know I am pretty, smart, blessed, def  a success person (amen to that) but i do sometimes feel insecure around these girls. I am not jealous or envy, i like them seriously meskipun kadang-kadang bete kalo deke-deket mereka hahahah (masih manusia).

What Im trying to say is.....I may not have that long pretty straight hair, I may not be that tall, I cant explain how cardiac muscle works perfectly, i cant get journal entries perfectly, i cant flip my hair like the others do, I bun my hair like everyday but I can be that pretty date for dinners, silly chat mate, coffee-mate, good listener, a wise-to-be adviser, other than that i can be your stylist (trust me i have a good taste in style) and your shopping mate!

Love, Rence! 2013 KITA BISA!