D to Z

....I...........i want to punch you when I meet you, but is it going to be us when i meet you?

Very unfortunate to get stuck in midst of past that keep me going to the future. I, i don't know why, i don't know the question, i don't know the answer.....but I keep going back.

It's been a while. Once i wrote in my planner, if we did last for the past 7/8months, we actually did last for 5weeks, the next week we faded away then we disappeared. And i hate it for writing that.....it's funny making scenario, asking how have you been since im pretty invisible around you. When they asked, did u move to Aussie? I thought it was you who asked indirectly. It's funny because i feel restless.

It's funny because you didn't ask......it's funny because it's been so long...and still expecting. It's funny because I think we will meet somehow. It's funny but I'm totally happy for you.........................and london.

With love and fun,

Debora